Sep 03, 2006 01:45
HI AGAIN!
I'm boredish, here are my ramblings :D
OK so today I couldn't get to sleep very easily and I ended up falling asleep at like 5 AM or something stupid. I listened to some mp3s to help me fall asleep, I think I have a new addiction to Rise Against :D They're gr8! My dad woke me up at 8.30 AM to ask me if he could be unblocked from using the internet. I blocked him from accessing my router last night cuz I was playing CS and he was DOWNLOADING SOMETHING! It rly screwed up my game =P It is my router after all, so it's not like I'm being too unfair! So yeah, he came in realllly early and I booted up my laptop to let him back on. I don't remember doing this all really, I just remember typing my password incorrectly first time! I unblocked him and then fell back to sleep. Had weird dreams, can't remember any of them. Just remember that they were weird! At 11AM my sister texted me to ask who was in the house. No one was! She kept texting me and texting me and she was WASTING MY MONEY and my SLEEPING TIME! She made me get outta bed to check the answerfone for messages >O There weren't any. She said something to me and I texted her back saying "FACK U" and she sent one back saying "Do you talk to Carrie like that, Cocabear?" I WAS IR8. Haha. Errrrf. I fell back asleep AGAIN and then she texted me at 2PM to ask where the parents were, and I had no clue. By that time I was awake, and I was just messing around at my computer. I played CS for a bit with Dwopple, we had a 2v2 scrim (SORRY CARRIE IM MENTIONING CS) and we got owned. He was just up, and I was just up too. That was our excuse! I messed about somemore then I talked with Dave and I asked him if I should walk into town or take the bus. I just felt like talking to someone (on MSN, I was bored) and I wasn't really gonna listen to him because I already decided I was going to walk! :D He said I should bus it. But na. Can I just interrupt this paragraph to say HOLY HELL? There's this guy on MySpace and he keeps sending me messages ALL THE TIME. He seems cool and all but he seems stalkerish. Every message he sends ends with "Message me back." He sends one and I read it, can't be bothered replying, then he sends another one trying to start a conversation, so I feel a little bad for not replying to the previous one :D This is hilarious. I think he's gay. Well, where was I! Yeaaah so I walked the 3 miles to my grandmother's house, I was gonna have dinner ther. All the way I was kinda worried about Carrie. I didn't see her online allll day and she hadn't sent me any texts! I wondered where she was. I asked her sister and she didn't know! I'm paranoid, so my mind came to the conclusion that perhaps she was doing something I wouldn't approve of! So I figured she was off seeing her ex-boyfriend :D The previous night she had deleted all her texts before I arrived (PARANOIAPOINTS+1) and then when her ex signed on MSN, she signed off cuz she didn't want him to talk (PARANOIAPOINTS+1), so yeah. That's where I got that stupid conclusion from. I kept reminding myself that what I was thinking was totally stupid and baseless, but I was worried nonetheless =P I guess when you need to NOT LOSE someone so much, you think about retarded ways that you could lose 'em. Weird. I got to my gran's house FINALLY after an hour walking, and I had 2 pizzas. My aunt had been drinking wine so I was required to drive her car home. Such a weak little car! :D The gearbox was lame, I much prefer my dad's! After I parked in the driveway I went home and then had to rush back out to the videostore. I felt like watchin' a movie tonight! Sooo my dad, brother, and I headed off there. When we got there I foned my mother (because she wanted me to for some reason). Uhh, my aunt wanted a DVD there too! Yadayadayada my dad went off to Tesco while my brother and I waited in the store for like TEN MINUTES. I just texted Carrie :) She was having soup. I was walking around the shop and I noticed Midtown Madness 3 was available for rental! I showed my brother and he was like OMFG :D We played Midtown Madness 1 a LOT when we first got our computer (1997 :P) After 10 mins my dad showed up and we grabbed some popcorn and left. I didn't rly do much for the rest of the evening, the movie sucked. I found out Carrie was shopping with her Aunt instead of going behind my back to see her ex-boyfriend!!! GREAT :D How ridiculous was I for thinkin' that? Jeez. I totally love her. I'm seeing her tomorrow, we're gonna watch a movie tomorrow (CARRIE if you read this before renting, please bear in mind that I h8 horrors/thrillers :(!!), I can't wait to just BE WITH HER. I still miss her so so so freaking much after like no time apart at all. It's highly weird, but I hope it never goes away.
CARRIE I LOVE YOU!
That's all for now. I'll update soonish, maybe tomorrow night, maybe not :)
CYA! <3