It's been a while. Let's go!
There's nothing much to report, but I'll write about SOMETHING since I'm bored as usual :D
I was just watching a movie called "Cypher" on Channel 4. It was a load of crap, so I turned off after 40 minutes...the plot was too weird and farfetched :D This corporation, Digicorp, hired this guy to visit conferences as a spy. He was there to record the conference with his MAGICAL PEN which transmitted the audio and video feeds back to Digicorp for processing, then they'd get trade secrets or whatever. Bored already? I was. Digicorp was actually brainwashing the hired guy, and everyone else at the conferences (cuz they all were hired by Digicorp too! :D But they didn't know the others were...), it was all to make them believe they were someone else. In the conference each guest drank SOMETHING, and Digicorp had their drugs in ther. So after a while they got knocked out, and all these alien lookin' guys came in and strapped headsets on their heads which transmitted messages to their brain to help with the brainwashing. LAME LAME LAME!!!!!!! SO LAME! So ya, that suxed.
So what'd I do today? Not much. Uhhh I woke up and listened to Rage Against the Machine for a while on my bed...I thought of having a bath but I WASNT TOO SMELLY so I decided against it :D I went downstairs for some dinner and my mother offered me some CHICKEN LEGS! I mean, just chicken legs. 2 chicken legs sitting on a plate. It was clear that my parents were going out for dinner, they always give me sucky things when they do ^^ I nibbled one of the legs and said "WHY AM I EATING THIS TRAMPY CRAP" and put 'em back in the 'fridge. Rly, they were so bad and DRY! Yuck. Hm, my parents were in a rush so I had to rush too. I ran upstairs to brush my teeth + gel my hair and then head off to Carriehaus. When I got there she was quiet and withdrawn, I asked what was wrong and she said nothing was wrong. I wasn't really sure if it was my fault or not, but I guessed it would be. I asked if it was my fault and she said "a bit". Sooo I tried to find out what else it was, but she wouldn't tell me. I asked if it was because she misses her ex-boyfriend (she told me that today...she misses him) but it wasn't that. Wait, yeah, she told me she misses her ex. Warning flags go up in my mind. I told her that I loved her and she didn't say it back...another warning flag. It feels like I'm losing her :( Christ. I think of the future and I feel sad because I know it wouldn't be the same without her, I really do need her. Well, if she decides to go then she may go. I have no right to stop her if she's unhappy with me. ANYWAY, we listen to some music for a bit and then her sister wanted to use Carrie's PC. So she let her, and we went downstairs to watch some television. I hugged her a few times, but I just think of how I'd feel if I CAN'T hug her anymore. How it'll feel to have her out of my life, how I'm gonna feel if I see her on the street with another guy. How am I gonna feel when I have no value whatsoever to her? I hate to sound emo, but it makes me wanna cry. She asked me why I wasn't talking much. With all this going on in my head, you readers can see why I wasn't talking much. My parents collected me at around 8 thirty, I jumped in the car and had a chat. We went to the cashmachine so we could topup my fone, thx Dad! After that I felt like having a milkshake at McDonalds. I suggested that and they said OKAI! My mother asked if I was hungry...so I said "Yeah, I'll have a large quarter pounder with cheese meal with my banana milkshake" and she was like "WAT?!" ^^ She was OK with that too, so we headed to the drive thru...After reading the menu thing (while waiting for the voicecomm. person to ask what I wanted) my mum asked if I wanted the "SUMMER DELUXE" 1/4 pounder w/ cheese meal instead. I said OK I'LL HAVE THAT at the last minute. I dunno what was so SUMMER DELUXE about it, it just had bits of bacon and stuff in it. Pretty nice tho.
I took a random picture of it for some reason. Eh, it makes my blog look a little more interesting! :D After eating that I had to help my dad move the unit in the living room out into the garden for refuse collection tomorrow. THIS THING IS MASSIVE! I hurt my back moving it! ^^ Dat's pretty much all that happened today. I went upstairs and rested on my bed while listening to Rage again. Carrie didn't send me any messages @ MSN, *weep*. I'd have sent her one, but I wasn't sure if she'd want me to? ...Confusion. She went offline. My friend superman_264 started talking to me about stuff, and I asked him to play some CS with me on the new Wroaw serber. He's a newb, and the server was on falling. He was like WTF IM FALLING!?!? I lolled and then showed him how to setup the hook. He was happier after that. I played for a while and then I left to start watching that crappy movie on Channel 4. I wish it was better, I wanted to see a good movie today. I'm so BLEH, you know? I don't feel like doing much. I think I'm seeing Carrie tomorrow, but I dunno.
That's it :D
Peace to all! <3