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you know what. this is fucked up. this entire fucking thing is fucked up. the fcd guy, or something like that, came to school and he was talking and giving us this speech. and it was great. but its hard to put that concept and understanding into action. i know that im most likely making it harder on my self by telling this to me over and over again on a daily basis.
my teeth hurts. and its making me depressed. its pissing me off. and the nurse isnt doing shit about it. she fucking told me to wait untill christmas. i wanted to kick her ass. or bitch her out.
theres something clearly wrong with me. and i want to fix it. but i dont know how. or im caught up in all these problems that i made up that i can barely see my problems.
the guy was right. a life with drugs is going to fuck me over and i feel as if i cant live a life without drugs.
my teeth hurts. and its making me depressed. its pissing me off. and the nurse isnt doing shit about it. she fucking told me to wait untill christmas. i wanted to kick her ass. or bitch her out.
theres something clearly wrong with me. and i want to fix it. but i dont know how. or im caught up in all these problems that i made up that i can barely see my problems.
the guy was right. a life with drugs is going to fuck me over and i feel as if i cant live a life without drugs.