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i dont think theres a chance. shes into this other guy. shes been into him for a while. like before the long weekend. she probably sees me as some recovering addict. or a bad influence. or just some fucking addict for all i know. isnt that sad? i think its sad. theres nothing going on here tonight. and im bored out of my mind. i dont really have anyone to talk to at this moment. if i walk out of my room and walk around a bit ill probably find someone. where did the good go?