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mood swings. i hate mood swings. i want to blame them for all the bad things that happened to me. and maybe they are the cause of it. i cant prove that.
so i guess i like her. i dont know how much but i know that i like her atleast a little bit. i try to look good every morning just so that she might notice me. i act the way i do for hope that she might start feeling the same way for me. i can talk to everyone else fine. but its just that when it comes to her i get all awkward and shy or something like that.
and because of my mood swings i sometimes hate her. she makes these jokes about me once in a while. and it hurts. atleast when im in that mind set. i know that shes joking. but i have to be so god damn sensitive.
i dont know why i like her. were pretty similar. shes not that good looking. we hardly talk. it doesnt make sense. maybe it doesnt have to make sense
so i guess i like her. i dont know how much but i know that i like her atleast a little bit. i try to look good every morning just so that she might notice me. i act the way i do for hope that she might start feeling the same way for me. i can talk to everyone else fine. but its just that when it comes to her i get all awkward and shy or something like that.
and because of my mood swings i sometimes hate her. she makes these jokes about me once in a while. and it hurts. atleast when im in that mind set. i know that shes joking. but i have to be so god damn sensitive.
i dont know why i like her. were pretty similar. shes not that good looking. we hardly talk. it doesnt make sense. maybe it doesnt have to make sense