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today sucked. i felt like dying from 3:07p.m. to 6:50p.m. it was horrible. i talked to my therapist here and thats when it got pretty bad. i couldnt do my math homework because i didnt understand it. i went to the band room and screamed one line. and that was it. it seems like something just crept up to me and sucked out my motivation.
im frustrated. upset. sad. depressed. anxious. sick. lonely. angry. pissed off. disgusted. annoyed. irritated.
yesterday was a good day though. and tomorrow im going to N.A, i think. its either that or A.A. i wonder if itll help me. i dont even know. i cant wait till i feel better again
im frustrated. upset. sad. depressed. anxious. sick. lonely. angry. pissed off. disgusted. annoyed. irritated.
yesterday was a good day though. and tomorrow im going to N.A, i think. its either that or A.A. i wonder if itll help me. i dont even know. i cant wait till i feel better again