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so i figured out that im scared to have a relationship w/ anyone b/c im too scared of being hurt. and anytime i come close to having a boyfriend i back out because im also picky.. and one thing can ruin it for me.
for how much i complain about wanting a boyfriend its crazy that its pretty much my own fault. i dont allow myself to come that close to anyone b/c im too afraaaiiid..
lame? yes.
anyways this weekend ive been searching myspaces and ive found 4 myspaces of ppl i knew like years ago and its weird.. alli sredojevic used to be my best friend and she moved.. but we were inseperable and now we dont even talk anymore. so when i found her myspace i cried.. yeepppp cried.
anyyywayyys i also watched the perfect man yesterday. cuz hilary duff is my sister and her name is holly in that movie. i loved it =D and me and lydia made the best cookie cake ever.. the key is to make it w/ yellow cake batter =D sweeet dude.. im out
for how much i complain about wanting a boyfriend its crazy that its pretty much my own fault. i dont allow myself to come that close to anyone b/c im too afraaaiiid..
lame? yes.
anyways this weekend ive been searching myspaces and ive found 4 myspaces of ppl i knew like years ago and its weird.. alli sredojevic used to be my best friend and she moved.. but we were inseperable and now we dont even talk anymore. so when i found her myspace i cried.. yeepppp cried.
anyyywayyys i also watched the perfect man yesterday. cuz hilary duff is my sister and her name is holly in that movie. i loved it =D and me and lydia made the best cookie cake ever.. the key is to make it w/ yellow cake batter =D sweeet dude.. im out