Oct 30, 2007 00:23
So I was looking at Sa's myspace and shes really pregnant.
I think thats great she has a great future ahead of her, but im wondering where i'm at.
She's 19 and having a baby. I have so much stuff I want to accomplsh before I have a family.
Not to mention I need to makesure I meet the right guy. Its just weird to think were not 13 anymore.
But if you think about it its not a huge difference. It must be great to fall in love with somoene who doesnt
treat you like shit, I m falling for him but I dont know if he wants me sometimes. I guess the point of my entry is I dont take my relationships too seriously, I dont ever think I was truely in love, just in the moment, and I want to experiance it but I want to find it at the right time. I just know for myself, I dont want the whole family thing until im probably 26ish. But I do hope to find someone I love to be with, which I think I did. When I move into my appartment hopefully things will be better and less stressful.