I'm going to whittle you into kindling
I wish it hadn't taken me so long to get into Tom Waits, but I am, and the Swordfishtrombones album is outstanding. Just so everyone knows.
I've been sleeping in until five for the last few days, so as you can imagine apartment hunting hasn't been going so well. I hate waking up so late. If anything is sure to set off my depression is sleeping until after three when I don't have to work. Good thing tonight I do have to work, I guess. But I really need to find a place. Though, lord knows why; I don't have any real furniture or silverware of any kind.
Every time I think I want to reconcile with Kenari I get reminded of this, and then it's not so tempting.
I've been eating like shit recently, too (and by recently I mean, like, since summer). See, the reasoning goes: I'm depressed when I eat healthy, and I'm depressed when I eat junk food, but at least I'm eating junk food.
As the song goes, "my shit's fucked up."
I've been sleeping in until five for the last few days, so as you can imagine apartment hunting hasn't been going so well. I hate waking up so late. If anything is sure to set off my depression is sleeping until after three when I don't have to work. Good thing tonight I do have to work, I guess. But I really need to find a place. Though, lord knows why; I don't have any real furniture or silverware of any kind.
Every time I think I want to reconcile with Kenari I get reminded of this, and then it's not so tempting.
I've been eating like shit recently, too (and by recently I mean, like, since summer). See, the reasoning goes: I'm depressed when I eat healthy, and I'm depressed when I eat junk food, but at least I'm eating junk food.
As the song goes, "my shit's fucked up."