It's one of those days when you wake up early, get ready for school, & then figure out it's Saturday
Yes Miss Annie... lol
~I can't say I didn't try, because I did. I can't say I'll get over it, because I won't. I can't say I'm mad, because I'm not. And I can't say I'm happy because you're in my heart but I'm not in yours...
-After all the times you hurt me, the times you made me cry... Why do I still forgive you, with every little sigh?.. The times you ignored me, and the times my pain had shown.. Why do I still care for you, though you left me all alone? With the scars you left upon me, and the tears that fall each day... Why am I still in love with you, when I know you'll always treat me this way...
~If you could see just how much you hurt me... you'd never be able to look into my eyes again..
-Of course I had no sleep last night, for I was too busy thinking of you. I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, even though I know I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyway. So I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow... And I can only love the memory of me thinking you actually cared.. *it hurt so bad*.. I shouldn't waste my tears, I know, I know... It's kinda late to say that though, I've already unleashed thousands.. because every thought I've had since I met you, have all been of you.. Every dream I wished came true, when you came into my life.. and now you're slowly disappearing, so, I don't sleep at all
~What do you do when everyones happy, havin' the time of their life... and you feel like you just got stabbed in the heart with a knife??.. What do you do when you can't have the one you love, but they're the only one you think of??
-sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with deadly art. words can hurt like anything, but silence can break your heart...
~you ask how i got so bitter. i ask how you got so vain. all of our questions blur together. the answers always sound the same......
-love hurts when you're the only one in it..
~Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man & Arial walked on land all for love & all for life it was all about blood, sweat & tears, love’s about facing your biggest fears (for you oreo)
-When you want to spend the rest of your life with someone.. you want the rest of your life to start now.
~Do you ever hold your arms out and spin around and around?That's what love is like. It makes your heart race and your world turn upside down. But if you aren't careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still you can loose your balance & you can't see what is happening to the people around you & you can't see that you are about to fall.
-The government announced today that it is changing its emblem to a condom because it more clearly reflects the government's political stance. ->A condom stands up to inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed.<-
~Sometimes you have to sacrifice LOVE, just to save a FRIENDSHIP
-i cant even talk to you anymore... not because i'm mad at you... it's not like I could hate you if i tried... it's just that whenever I talk to you, it reminds me of how much I care about you... and how I'd be willing to do anything to have things back the way they were before... but I know things don't work out that way, and I know you gave up on me long ago...
~*Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable... It opens your chest and it opens your heart.. and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up... You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of your heart. They dont ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So a simple phrase like 'Maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' or 'Things aren't working out' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart kinda pain. I hate love.*
-roses are red... violets are blue... i hope your valentine... gets hit my a bus
enough quotes... here are some good songs...
BLAINE LARSEN
"How Do You Get That Lonely"
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...
(Chorus)
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?
I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...
(Chorus)
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...
BAYSIDE
"How To Fix Everything"
So, I'll be keeping it dull tonight for I deserve to hurt.
Disfigure the outside to show how ruined I am.
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel.
There's a pedistal across the room,
and if I try to climb again,
this time the fall is fatal.
I don't deserve such an easy exit,
so maybe my spine can snap on impact,
and I'll have to crawl away.
I'm ready to take that big step,
start tearing off the layers I put up;
or is it too late to feel anything but what I am?
I dare you to find a problem.
Now it seems we can fix anything.
Just close the door and let me do what I need,
'cause it's better for us if you just let me leave.
I'm ready to take that big step,
start tearing off the layers I put up;
or is it too late to feel anything but what I am?
I dare you to find a problem,
now it seems we can fix anything.
How to fix everything...
3 DOORS DOWN
"Let Me Go"
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me
SPILL CANVAS
"All Hail The Heartbreaker"
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
NSYNC
"If Im Not The One"
Take your time to figure out, yeah
I'm staring at your picture every night
The scent of you still lingers in my mind
I wonder if you only feel alright
And the sun has come out of the clouds
And sometimes when I listen to our song
The nights seem so cold and far too long
I wanna call you up 'cause in the end
I keep writing letters to my garbage can
Lately
It feels like I'm going crazy
And baby
Come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need, yeah
I feel like it's on you I can depend
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Enough of building castles in the sand
Why can't we be forever
Lately
It feels like I'm going crazy
And baby
Come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need
I'll be the one you need
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out (figure out)
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe (maybe)
I'll be the one you need
Somewhere in the back of my mind (back of my mind)
I know that you will be mine (you will be mine)
And somehow
Wish I could rewind (I could rewind)
Leave all the worries behind
If I'm not the one you want
I'll be one you need (I'll be one you need)
BAYSIDE
"Alcohol And Alter Boys"
Telling me why I should hate you
But I hate myself instead
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror
Looking back at me
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up
There's a pain in my chest
Growing stronger with every heartbeat
Now there's nothing left of me
But empty bottles of pills and Bacardi
I guess it's wrong to live life
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul
Leave me here to die
Leave me here to die
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up
Well now I gotta go lay in bed and pretend like I'm sleepin...
~I can't say I didn't try, because I did. I can't say I'll get over it, because I won't. I can't say I'm mad, because I'm not. And I can't say I'm happy because you're in my heart but I'm not in yours...
-After all the times you hurt me, the times you made me cry... Why do I still forgive you, with every little sigh?.. The times you ignored me, and the times my pain had shown.. Why do I still care for you, though you left me all alone? With the scars you left upon me, and the tears that fall each day... Why am I still in love with you, when I know you'll always treat me this way...
~If you could see just how much you hurt me... you'd never be able to look into my eyes again..
-Of course I had no sleep last night, for I was too busy thinking of you. I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, even though I know I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyway. So I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow... And I can only love the memory of me thinking you actually cared.. *it hurt so bad*.. I shouldn't waste my tears, I know, I know... It's kinda late to say that though, I've already unleashed thousands.. because every thought I've had since I met you, have all been of you.. Every dream I wished came true, when you came into my life.. and now you're slowly disappearing, so, I don't sleep at all
~What do you do when everyones happy, havin' the time of their life... and you feel like you just got stabbed in the heart with a knife??.. What do you do when you can't have the one you love, but they're the only one you think of??
-sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with deadly art. words can hurt like anything, but silence can break your heart...
~you ask how i got so bitter. i ask how you got so vain. all of our questions blur together. the answers always sound the same......
-love hurts when you're the only one in it..
~Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man & Arial walked on land all for love & all for life it was all about blood, sweat & tears, love’s about facing your biggest fears (for you oreo)
-When you want to spend the rest of your life with someone.. you want the rest of your life to start now.
~Do you ever hold your arms out and spin around and around?That's what love is like. It makes your heart race and your world turn upside down. But if you aren't careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still you can loose your balance & you can't see what is happening to the people around you & you can't see that you are about to fall.
-The government announced today that it is changing its emblem to a condom because it more clearly reflects the government's political stance. ->A condom stands up to inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed.<-
~Sometimes you have to sacrifice LOVE, just to save a FRIENDSHIP
-i cant even talk to you anymore... not because i'm mad at you... it's not like I could hate you if i tried... it's just that whenever I talk to you, it reminds me of how much I care about you... and how I'd be willing to do anything to have things back the way they were before... but I know things don't work out that way, and I know you gave up on me long ago...
~*Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable... It opens your chest and it opens your heart.. and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up... You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of your heart. They dont ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So a simple phrase like 'Maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' or 'Things aren't working out' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart kinda pain. I hate love.*
-roses are red... violets are blue... i hope your valentine... gets hit my a bus
enough quotes... here are some good songs...
BLAINE LARSEN
"How Do You Get That Lonely"
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...
(Chorus)
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?
I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...
(Chorus)
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know
It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...
BAYSIDE
"How To Fix Everything"
So, I'll be keeping it dull tonight for I deserve to hurt.
Disfigure the outside to show how ruined I am.
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel.
There's a pedistal across the room,
and if I try to climb again,
this time the fall is fatal.
I don't deserve such an easy exit,
so maybe my spine can snap on impact,
and I'll have to crawl away.
I'm ready to take that big step,
start tearing off the layers I put up;
or is it too late to feel anything but what I am?
I dare you to find a problem.
Now it seems we can fix anything.
Just close the door and let me do what I need,
'cause it's better for us if you just let me leave.
I'm ready to take that big step,
start tearing off the layers I put up;
or is it too late to feel anything but what I am?
I dare you to find a problem,
now it seems we can fix anything.
How to fix everything...
3 DOORS DOWN
"Let Me Go"
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me
SPILL CANVAS
"All Hail The Heartbreaker"
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
NSYNC
"If Im Not The One"
Take your time to figure out, yeah
I'm staring at your picture every night
The scent of you still lingers in my mind
I wonder if you only feel alright
And the sun has come out of the clouds
And sometimes when I listen to our song
The nights seem so cold and far too long
I wanna call you up 'cause in the end
I keep writing letters to my garbage can
Lately
It feels like I'm going crazy
And baby
Come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need, yeah
I feel like it's on you I can depend
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Enough of building castles in the sand
Why can't we be forever
Lately
It feels like I'm going crazy
And baby
Come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need
I'll be the one you need
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he
Take your time to figure out (figure out)
You'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe (maybe)
I'll be the one you need
Somewhere in the back of my mind (back of my mind)
I know that you will be mine (you will be mine)
And somehow
Wish I could rewind (I could rewind)
Leave all the worries behind
If I'm not the one you want
I'll be one you need (I'll be one you need)
BAYSIDE
"Alcohol And Alter Boys"
Telling me why I should hate you
But I hate myself instead
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror
Looking back at me
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up
There's a pain in my chest
Growing stronger with every heartbeat
Now there's nothing left of me
But empty bottles of pills and Bacardi
I guess it's wrong to live life
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul
Leave me here to die
Leave me here to die
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get
For crawling back at your feet
Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up
Well now I gotta go lay in bed and pretend like I'm sleepin...