blaahh
yeah. i'm giving up on him He likesomeone else.. i'm sick of trying. i'm sick of him.. i give up. i thought he was the ideal guy for me. but i'm not the ideal chick for him. so whatever.. if he wants to date some 15 year old then he can.. i fucking don't care anymore. i feel like some whore our goes back to the same guy all the time.. i keep throwing myself at him.. mind and body and he doesn't understand..
i'm never going to date.. i going to die alone.
i hate crying over boys.
i don't want to go to practice tonight.. i'm emotionally not prepared.i'm so sick of band. i wish on had some other thing to do other then school and band. i never get ot hang out with my friends.. and i hate it so much..i feel like such a loner i never go out.. and i really don't understand why.i only times i ever go out is/was with paul or family.. and i don't think will want to hang anymore..
nothing is right in my life. and it will never be..
i'm never going to date.. i going to die alone.
i hate crying over boys.
i don't want to go to practice tonight.. i'm emotionally not prepared.i'm so sick of band. i wish on had some other thing to do other then school and band. i never get ot hang out with my friends.. and i hate it so much..i feel like such a loner i never go out.. and i really don't understand why.i only times i ever go out is/was with paul or family.. and i don't think will want to hang anymore..
nothing is right in my life. and it will never be..