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i'm haunted by
not saying good-bye;
what could have been;
people;
my past;
places;
my heart;
things;
regrets;
myself.
i might be a haunted person, but i am still moving forward. there are things in my life that i wish i had a second chance. but life isn't about second chances. you pick a path and yes you can turn around and take the other path (in some cases) but you have already experienced the other route; you are a changed person. there are things and events that haunt me. and i wish with all the fibers of my being i could change them. but wishing isn't anything but a thought, no action. and to be completely honest i beat myself up almost everyday about them. sometimes i have to convince myself that the ultimate path that i have chosen is right, no matter how painful it has/had become.
i'm not negative nor positive; i'm a realist. i understand what i have in life now would not be here if it weren't for my choices.
but sometimes, i just wish things were different.
i wish that i had more respect for myself when i began my journey.
not saying good-bye;
what could have been;
people;
my past;
places;
my heart;
things;
regrets;
myself.
i might be a haunted person, but i am still moving forward. there are things in my life that i wish i had a second chance. but life isn't about second chances. you pick a path and yes you can turn around and take the other path (in some cases) but you have already experienced the other route; you are a changed person. there are things and events that haunt me. and i wish with all the fibers of my being i could change them. but wishing isn't anything but a thought, no action. and to be completely honest i beat myself up almost everyday about them. sometimes i have to convince myself that the ultimate path that i have chosen is right, no matter how painful it has/had become.
i'm not negative nor positive; i'm a realist. i understand what i have in life now would not be here if it weren't for my choices.
but sometimes, i just wish things were different.
i wish that i had more respect for myself when i began my journey.