i'm stuck, i guess.
it never fails that every time something brand new starts
something new and wonderful and relieving
everything starts falling apart
especially when it comes to my "best friends"
& i seriously don't get it.
lately it's like all of a sudden we're not as close as we used to be.
any of us.
one second i'm your best friend and the next i'm at the bottom of your list.
i don't even know.
the same thing happened when i was dating him.
&&& it's starting all over again.
i really can't seem to do anything right, can i?
they came out weird.