being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up

[__champagnekiss]

Well the last couple days have been fun.. chillin with Ryan & Katie. I'm still kind of confused about what I want though. For the longest time I thought I wanted a boyfriend but now I'm not so sure... It's like I've completely forgotten how to open up to new people.. I either go too fast or push them away altogether. I can see how it confuses other people and I feel like I come off as a bitch and a clutz. Latley I have been doing the most stupidest stuff ever .. I don't know what the hell is going on with me! AGH! But yeah I guess I'll just have to wait it out.
*Anyways*
Tonight I have gymnastics, then me & sam & colleen & katie are all going shopping at clackamas. YES! shopping fuck yes i need it.

xoxo