Remind me not to ever act this way again.
yesterday i had an eye doctor appt, my first one ever. i have 20-20 vision so he says 8-) my pupils were dialated, and i couldn't really see, sooo i ahd to wear stupid sunglasses to the hockey game. WA lost, but it was close, which is a real bummer cause i HATE montour. ummmm got home around 12? attempted to do hw then decided i was tired. this morning my mom woke me up b/c i wasn't going to school and was like why aren't you getting ready, and i told her b/c i couldn't see to do homework before the hockey game, soooo i didn't get it done, adn that i was going to fail. usually she's pretty cool about this, but she was being such a bitch. but i did indeed stay home, and i was looking around for hotels and stuff for vacation.
then JK came over and we started watching the notebook, and caleb and nick called and said they were stopping over. sooo they came, then we left and went to guitar center. after that, we got icecream, took jk home, then came to my house then they left. my mom is still being a bitch.
i was supposed to go down sunday and come home monday to see matty, but like i already stated twice, my mom..is being a bitch. she was saying stupid shit and i don't even want to get into it right now. whatever i'm just kinda real pissed off and i don't think i want to talk to her. she has no clue how i feel about anything, and tries to say she does, and tries to say she cares, but she doesn't. and says that i never told her stuff, but i did tell her, she was just drunk surprise surprise. i can't believe a word she says. it's just real gay, ahhh i should stop before i really get into this, because it's pointless. fuck it
tomorrow night JK's having people over. i think i'll go over around 6 or something, and sit in the hot tub the whole night. i'm so...i don't know. i feel so incomplete for some reason.
i think i'm going to go to sleep becuase there's nothing worth staying awake for.
later
then JK came over and we started watching the notebook, and caleb and nick called and said they were stopping over. sooo they came, then we left and went to guitar center. after that, we got icecream, took jk home, then came to my house then they left. my mom is still being a bitch.
i was supposed to go down sunday and come home monday to see matty, but like i already stated twice, my mom..is being a bitch. she was saying stupid shit and i don't even want to get into it right now. whatever i'm just kinda real pissed off and i don't think i want to talk to her. she has no clue how i feel about anything, and tries to say she does, and tries to say she cares, but she doesn't. and says that i never told her stuff, but i did tell her, she was just drunk surprise surprise. i can't believe a word she says. it's just real gay, ahhh i should stop before i really get into this, because it's pointless. fuck it
tomorrow night JK's having people over. i think i'll go over around 6 or something, and sit in the hot tub the whole night. i'm so...i don't know. i feel so incomplete for some reason.
i think i'm going to go to sleep becuase there's nothing worth staying awake for.
later