In my high school the seniors just cant wait til june but they dont realize we grow up way too soon
So i've been thinking...
Friends
Get scattered by the wind
Tossed upon the waves
Lost for years on end
Friends
Slowly drift apart
They give away their hearts
Maybe call you
Now and Then
Lately i've been thinking, i'm so content with life. i don't want to ever leave this no cares, no worry way of life. high school, in general, is real gay. the drama and everything, but the friends i have, it's amazing. everything's just fine, sure there's things that could be different, matty could be here with me, etc etc, but like...i'll never experience this again. i have one more year, and then it's time to face reality, lost touch with friends, begin to get seroius. i dont' want to make new friends or lose old ones, i want to keep what i have, right now, with me forever. i've seen...the closest group of friends ever, slowly grow apart. everyone went to different schools, and marines, and stuff. i don't want that, i don't want to talk little if at all to my friends. they're what makes up 70% of my life right now. we take for granted every passing day. every little hello from a friend, or even every little time spent with them. "what's going on friday?" simple things like this. i've always wanted to grow up grow up grow up....driving, college, getting married, having kids....i don't even think about what i have right in front of me. after the end of this year, and next year are over, they're gone forever. i just..don't want to lose touch with my friends. they mean soooooo much to me.
Life can take your dreams and turn them upside down
friends will talk about you when you're not around
reality can really cut you down to size
but don't ever lose that light in your eyes
don't ever lose that light in your eyes
people make you promises they'll never keep
soon you'll know why people say talk is cheap
life resembles one big compromise
but don't ever lose that light in your eyes
don't ever lose that light in your eyes
keep on shining
keep on smiling
and don't lose faith and don't lose heart
when you're crying, just keep trying
to remind yourself you're a shining star
yes you are
somewhere down the line you'll face the judgement day
when the angels look at you what will you say
they've got a way of knowing who qualifies
just let 'em see that light in your eyes
Don't ever lose that light in your eyes
wow this is a really long entry. if you read it, my pitty goes out to you.
friends....so many memories
like the stairwell in 8th grade, or throwing snowballs and waterballoons at cars with michelle at 4 am and having someone come chasing after us, all the waterballoon fights at the heffern's household, and sneaking out at soccer camp, and going to the wavepool during a thunderstorm, or vacation with lauren, and vacation with scotty, and all the skiing experiences with JR, and JK and Ashley starkey on the ski lift, there's sooo much. i'm going to cry if i remember any more. haha seriously, tahnks to everyone for making life so worthwhile. i LOVE you guys. yikes i need to stop.