tonight wont make a difference..

Jul 12, 2005 17:12

Blah #1. Why is my father unable to go for a walk on his own? His lack of independence is making me lose my routine of just doing no exercise all holidays. When i was at the lights on Botany Road, i decided to give Lisa a ring to see if she was around, maybe see if i could pop in and see her because i hadn't seen her, nor talked to her in over a week.. but all i got was the answering machine ='[ But i left a message, with my Dad screaming down the phone in the other end -_-'.. So hopefully she'll ring me back..

Blah #2. I need to actually remember to call Daisy and tell her that she has to do something with me this week. Though according to *someone*, "her presence has disappeared from this morbid world" *ahem.* .. No comment unless a certain someone would like to make a statement first =P

Blah #3. I'm really really not impressed by the way Carl is acting towards me right now.. He's making me want to slam my head into a brick wall.. Actually.. He's almost making me feel like Christian did.. Like wanting to just kill myself.. But we wont go into that now shall we.. Maybe i should just push his stupid idiot of a self of a 10 storey building.. WHY-DO-I-HAVE-TO-KEEP-FALLING-FOR-PEOPLE-WHO-DONT-HAVE-THE-SAME-FEELINGS-BACK-OR-WHO-JUST-SCREW-ME-AROUND-ALL-THE-TIME-ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Blah #4. Why the hell am i so tired. Why the hell am i so bored. WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Maybe i should start some of those assignments that were due last term.. *is afraid of pissing Ms. Kirkpatrick off..*

Blah #5. Im pissed like woah right now for MANY, MANY reasons.. And you know whats adding wood to the fire? Angry emo-screamo music.. =D I officially have an undying love for TBS. I remember when me & Rich went through the stage of singing the "na-na-na-na-na" from 'ghost man on third'

Blah #6. What the fuck is it with Americans and the O.C.. Man, im sorry to everyone on my friends list who is American and like the O.C. The other day, a group of Americans walked up to Richard at Eastgardens and called him "Seth Cohen". Man seriously.. like stfu, my best friend does not look like an O.C. fag tyvm..

Blah #7. For some reason, 'slowdance on the inside' is making me all teary. Oh how i'd kill for a proper conversation with someone on MSN like old times.. *sigh* All the old really really long 8-10 hour conversations with 1 friend of mine are no longer a regular occurance.. And actually, just 10 minute conversations are a regular occurance between us.. and me and everyone else for that matter..

Cross my heart and hope to..
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, so reckless,
So, so thoughtless, so thoughtless
So careless, I could care less
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