Jul 24, 2005 16:13
church today was good. it was definetly for me.
somethings you just have to leave behind. God will give me strength. i guess we were just never meant to be. you would always hurt me, i would always find out and get mad at you for hurting me, and we both were miserable.
omfg. i just read something in your fucking myspace. you dont know if you loved me? funny because a couple days ago you were randomly texting me telling me so. so you've been drinking? cool, i knew you were lying when you said you'd stop. so you've been on a date in the past month? you fucking fucker, thanks for asking me out while you were going out with who knows how many people, making me think you loved me, and then being stupid enough to let me find out. i always thought your lack of useful brain cells was cute. i hate you. get out of my life. i hate your fucking lies and your stupid charm and your manipulative ways. and BTW, you shouldn't laugh because i'm religious. you should mourn because you're going to burn in hell for all of eternity.
i'm sorry for being so harsh. i have alot of emotions that are reving up inside of me as of right now.
Last night I fell asleep next to a liar
and I woke up with a shiner
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view
of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head
And this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere
And we beat each other up just like we always do
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you
no time to right seeing as certain people like to commit me to things before consulting me.
p.s. if you have a problem with me posting this, go fuck yourself and get over it, if you dont want other people knowing the fucked up things you do, how much you hurt me, and just how horrible a person you are, maybe you should stop doing fucked up things, hurting me, and being horrible.