I've got myself so terribly unglued...
[Continued from here]I heard the belt hit the floor with a wet clang, splashing in the blood from our broken mugs. Images and nightmare type memory's flooded my mind of when I was little and made me shudder
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The music changed and I felt my heart pull when I heard what song came on, it was the one that we danced to that night at The Bronze.
"Spike..." I gasped when he moved over me, sucking lightly on the skin near the bite. I could swear he was going to drive me crazy from his touch and the feel of his body on me.
I licked my lips and laced my fingers in his hair as he left a trail of cool kisses down my neck and chest till I felt his lips on my nipple. I shuddered under him and wrapped my leg around his waist, just wanting his body close to mine.
Right now, this moment, everything felt normal and I fel whole again. I felt the same way I did that night at the house, I wanted with all my heart for it to always stay like this. For me to always feel this way, but I knew I couldn't and wouldn't.
Again, I pushed thoughts out of my mind and my mind focused on the here and now.
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As I took my girl’s nipple in my mouth she arched and wrapped her legs around me. God, she tasted good, sweet. I sucked a minute longer before releasing the swollen nub and scattering kisses all over the soft flesh of her breasts before I moved lower.
Remember how ticklish she is? My brain reminded me and I smiled against her stomach, kissing her belly and dipping my tongue into her navel. She shivered and whimpered and it was all I could do not to just rip her pants off and have her…bugger it all she was the most luscious thing.
I was hard as a rock now, cock full and begging to be released from the confines of my sodding jeans, but there was someone else that needed to be attended to first. Unzipping her pants, I slid the tight leather down her thighs and pulled them off before climbing back up her body and settling between her legs.
“Tell me what would make you happy,” I breathed against her lips, I really wanted to know, I wanted to make her come so hard she wouldn’t be able to see straight. “Tell me what’d make you come.”
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I whimpered softly and laughed, squirming under him, when I felt his tongue on my stomach. I found it sweet - and very cute - that he remembered that I was ticklish. My throat went dry and I watched as he pulled down my pants, tossing them across the room before laying back on me.
“Tell me what would make you happy...Tell me what’d make you come.”
I looked at him questionably and I couldn't help but smile as I touched his face. "You really don't know do you?" I mused. "You don't realize that everything you do to me makes me happy." Ok, well almost. I hate our fighting. "Just being near you like this makes me so happy." I looked down and felt my face flush. "When I'm with you, it's like I can almost feel my heart beating again..."
Slowly I moved my hands down his chest till my fingers started to pull his belt again, this time all thoughts of him hurting me were gone and all I wanted was to feel him against my skin.
I ignored the demonic part of me that just writhed in agony at the pleasure I was getting by just being with Spike, I didn't care. I felt that a part of me was strong enough to ignore it and fight it, maybe just long enough to have a bit of myself.
Locking my eyes on his I started so slowly pull his jeans down, tugging them slowly down his thighs as I squirmed under him, kissing his chest as I made my way down his body.
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Before I knew it she hand my pants off and was kissing her way down my chest. No, really couldn’t be too pissed off, couldn’t complain either. I loved it when she took the lead like this, not that I minded it the other way, mind you.
“Mmm,” I moaned as she started kissing the tender flesh of my lower belly, shifting my hips slightly trying not to squirm, but bloody hell it was hard. Her lips felt so good, and at that moment there was really only one other place that I’d rather’ve had ‘em.
Said place was crying out for bloody attention too, but it wasn’t long before my gorgeous wicked girl realised the fact. I looked down, feeling her fingers as they ran down my swollen shaft teasing my lightly and seeing her lower her mouth to my cock. I licked my lips, the warm weight of arousal and anticipation building in my belly.
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Sitting up slightly I looked up at him and wrapped my hand around his hardness before dipping my head down and running my tongue over him slowly. It was a strange feeling but I felt like I did that night - like I didn't know what I was doing - but I also felt like I knew exactly what to do.
Talk about torn.
I felt him move under me as I worked my mouth over him, kissing down his shaft as I cupped his balls in my hand. "I love that I make you like this." I murmured against his skin between kisses.
Just as slowly as I moved down, I moved up his body, kissing and nipping as I made my way up. Running the flat of my tongue over his nipple before burrying my nose in his neck. There was so much running through my mind at once. I wanted him, I wanted him to hurt me, I wanted him to love me, I wanted him to make all this pain and confusion go away.
But none of that came from my lips. "I love you." It was almost like I couldn't get enough of that, I couldn't stop saying it, I meant it too.
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"I love you."
And those three little words were all it took for me to flip her over and sink back down on top of that gorgeous body of hers. My own body was humming from the teasing way she’d been playing with me and I thought about telling her off for being such a little cock tease, but I knew she didn’t mean to be. ‘SidesI wouldn’t have it any other way. The fact that she had no idea how luscious she was, well, that’s why it was such a bloody thrill.
Bending my head, I kissed her slowly, slipping my tongue into her mouth and searching out that flavour that was undeniably her; sweetness with a hint of dark, bitterness now. Guess I’d put that there…couldn’t complain though. Thoughts of what she’d be like at her most wicked flit though my head again, but I ignored ‘em. She didn’t want the soul gone and I couldn’t force her. Well, I could force her, but I didn’t want to; not right at the moment anyway.
There might come a time that I had to.
But bugger that train of thought; I had better things to think about.
I slipped my hand between our bodies and between her thighs. Teasing the soaking flesh there with my fingers I opening her gently and ran the tip of a finger over her clit. She moaned low in her throat and my cock twitched and throbbed at the sound and feel of her. Bugger me, she was sin and all I wanted to do was devour her.
“Like that?” I questioned softly, my voice hoarse with arousal. I rubbed my fingertip faster over the slick swollen nub and pressed a finger or two against her opening. Blimey, she was so wet that my fingers almost slid in of their own accord.
Sod it. I slipped them inside her as far as they’d go and grinned as she moaned softly. Pumping them in and out of her and rubbing her clit with my thumb, I couldn’t help matching the slow roll of her lovely hips with my own, rubbing my swollen cock against the back of my hand as I fucked her sweet cunny with my fingers.
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I felt his hand run down my body as my eyes met his, a moan escaping my lips when I felt his fingers on me, making me gasp and arch up to him.
My body arched up to him and I felt my nails digging into his skin as I pulled him closer to me, the need for him touching me, inside me, anything, was so overwhelming. I rocked my hips against his fingers, keeping my eyes on his as I pulled my hand down between us. A slow smile crossed my lips when I watched his eyes close and his lips part when I wrapped my hand around his throbbing cock.
Watching his face as I moved my fingers over him, mimicing his movments inside me. "Oh god..." I moaned and ducked my head down to kiss him deeply, my fingers moving over him as I stroked him as slowly as he moved his fingers inside me. "I need you...Oh god...I need you...always..." Please remember that...
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Hot lust ripped through my body and I moaned softly, kissing her deeply and pulling my fingers from inside her body. She whimpered at the loss but all I could think about was being inside her, making her come and scream. Making her mine. Yeah, all right, so I was a possessive bugger…but who wouldn’t be when it came to her?
I broke the kiss to look into her eyes as I entered her slowly - bloody painfully so - and started to move inside her. The look in her eyes made something long forgotten wrench inside me and for a minute all I wanted to do was hold her and look after her…like that night back in the crypt but when she moaned and clenched around me that feeling was overtaken by the white hot lust and desire I felt for her.
“This a good moment?” I asked softly against her neck as I cupped her breast and caressed the soft flesh gently. “I love you,” I whispered before twining my fingers with hers and pinning her arms over her head gently. “So much.”
My cock throbbed desperately and my whole body seemed to hum warmly as if it was building up some sort of bloody charge that only having her could dispel. “So much,” I repeated, my voice thick and raged with want as I jerked my hips, pumping faster into her beautiful body.
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I could feel my eyes start to water and the tears roll down my face, this felt so good and it was everything I wanted. I wanted it to last, I knew it couldn't and wouldn't no matter how much I wanted it. I needed him, so much. If things kept going how they were...I know I'd lose him.
"So much."
My breathing was hard and it still puzzled me how I still drew breath. It seemed mostly from habit. I tightened my legs around his waist, feeling him fill me even more as he moved. "I love you...ohh goddess I love you." I gasped against his neck, keeping close to him as I wanted every part of his body to touch mine. He was like a drug, one I wanted to be addicted to.
I swallowed hard and moaned softly against his ear, tightening my legs even more around him as he moved inside me, my fingers tightening with his again as I felt myself closer to that edge of bliss that I craved only with him. "I love you...you're my everything..."
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Squeezing her hands in mine, I shifted my hips and lust took over, I was no long in control of how hard, how fast, how deep I thrust myself into her body and suddenly it was just like it always was; I was getting lost in her, drowning, gasping for air like a sodding dying man. What a joke, but it felt true.
A broken groan erupted from my throat as I got closer, my insides were a fire of lust and want but I still wanted more. I thrust into her at a frantic pace, my mind stopping as the feel of her took over my senses; her warm wetness around me, her legs pressing against my back, the soft maddening pressure of her breasts against my chest, and her mouth. Oh bugger me that mouth, it hadn’t stopped kissing my face and neck and god if she ever stopped I didn’t think I’d be able to survive.
I moaned again,” come for me, love,” I said before capturing her lips in a dizzying kiss. “Let go, I’ll catch you. Always catch you.”
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I leaned up and kissed him back hard, my tongue flicking over his lips before dipping into his mouth to brush against his tongue. His hands left mine and I cried out against his lips when his hands moved to my waist and held me tight to him as his lips trailed down my neck to my breast.
My fingers dug into his skin as he used his tongue on my piercing he'd given me, making me tighten and shudder around him. "Spike...ohh..."
I heard his words again in my head and I did, I let go and I put everything I had into him and knowing he'd catch me. I cried out his name and tightened around him, gasping and painting for unneeded air as he held me close, my body shaking with his.
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“Tara, love…” I groaned as she cried out my name and clenched around me, her muscles fluttering deliciously around my cock. She was so close, so was I for that matter and I didn’t want to delay it any longer, I wanted the warm oblivion that I only got from coming inside my beautiful girl.
“Fuck,” I grunted, angling my hips and thrusting roughly in and out of her until I felt her cunt clench and her back arch. She cried out and gripped onto me, her nails tearing at the skin of my back. The smell of her arousal and my blood filled the air and drove me bloody wild, sending me into oblivion until all I could feel was her against me, around me…and the warm weight of arousal in my stomach…
And as she came again, tightening around my dick, warmth exploded in my belly and I came inside her with a roar, burying my head in her neck and thrusting into her erratically as I road out the exquisite aftershocks of my orgasm. Bugger me…fuck, how I adored her.
I kissed the skin of her neck lazily. “Love you,” I mumbled into her skin when I’d recovered a tad.
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A pang of sadness washed over me and I missed my heartbeat. If I were still alive my heart would be pounding in my chest from everything, my skin would be warm even covered in sweat.
I remember that first time we were together, how good he made me feel even though I was scared. I missed that - not that he didn’t make me feel good now, goddess he did - I miss the little things.
I miss my heart beating. I miss the sun. I miss…I miss being alive.
Spike moved and pulled me to him, I wrapped my arms around his waist and sighed contently. I do love him even though everything I think and feel is one big mass of confusion. “Thank you.” I whispered, leaning up and kissing his neck where I’d bitten him days ago - or was it weeks? Everything blended together now so I wasn’t sure.
Squirming against him I wrapped my arms tightly around him, putting my leg over his and feeling the air in the room go over my bare skin. Maybe things will be ok, they can’t always be bad; even if this was The Hellmouth.
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