i hit a dog today, actually the person in front of me did ... then he bounced over to me .. :(
jeff neff:
so these past few hours/days i've been thinking about you. you're all that ever seems to be in my head and all of this sounds like some stupid cleche that everyone seems to being going through but for once this is different. i was so afraid to love again and i even tried to hold back my feelings for you just because i know how everything always seems to end, in heartbreak. and that is by far the worst feeling ever. i couldn't stop myself this time. i am so lucky to have you and you keep saying you're lucky to have me but trust me, i wouldn't trade this feeling for anything and you are amazing. every second i'm with you, i feel like nothing else around me matters. that could be why i'm such a terrible driver while you're in the car. mom: "why is stacey swerving?" devin: "prolly cause she's holding jeff's hand." hehe. you're so cute baby. you don't even realize it but you never fail to give me chills when you touch me or kiss me. i wish the days with you were never ending. i hate dropping you off at night because i know when i drive home i won't have anyone to jam to hanson with. and when i get home, my bed will be empty and there's room for two, but it's only me that occupies it. right now, i'm thinkin about how i'm going to spend this next week being unable to see you. this feeling is so far past like. i want to say what it is but how lame would it be to put it on the damn LJ. i can't wait til this week is over and i can't wait til the morning when you call me at the butt crack of dawn cause you have school and i don't. i don't want this feeling to ever end jeff. I ♥ you a whole hell of a lot.
so these past few hours/days i've been thinking about you. you're all that ever seems to be in my head and all of this sounds like some stupid cleche that everyone seems to being going through but for once this is different. i was so afraid to love again and i even tried to hold back my feelings for you just because i know how everything always seems to end, in heartbreak. and that is by far the worst feeling ever. i couldn't stop myself this time. i am so lucky to have you and you keep saying you're lucky to have me but trust me, i wouldn't trade this feeling for anything and you are amazing. every second i'm with you, i feel like nothing else around me matters. that could be why i'm such a terrible driver while you're in the car. mom: "why is stacey swerving?" devin: "prolly cause she's holding jeff's hand." hehe. you're so cute baby. you don't even realize it but you never fail to give me chills when you touch me or kiss me. i wish the days with you were never ending. i hate dropping you off at night because i know when i drive home i won't have anyone to jam to hanson with. and when i get home, my bed will be empty and there's room for two, but it's only me that occupies it. right now, i'm thinkin about how i'm going to spend this next week being unable to see you. this feeling is so far past like. i want to say what it is but how lame would it be to put it on the damn LJ. i can't wait til this week is over and i can't wait til the morning when you call me at the butt crack of dawn cause you have school and i don't. i don't want this feeling to ever end jeff. I ♥ you a whole hell of a lot.