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Jul 18, 2006 23:59

You know that issue when people just won't leave? my friend, thomas, suffers from that real bad.  
    He arrived here at 4 pm and only just left now, because I kind of kicked him ou... One time, he decided to walk me home around midninght, and he didn't leave till 4am or such!

It's weird but nice to hang out with him again after all this time. But there are aspects of him that I'd completely forgotten, probably because I was absolutely fine with them back then. Like, when he came back from the bathroom, he just stood behind me and sort of ryffled my hair, like carressing me.. And he does that a lot, I know he's naturally very affectionate, and also not afraid to say if he thinks a boy is good looking. I'd just forgotten the affectionate thing and it's weird, because I should feel fine with it after a year of cuddly Boarding school friends (nomatter the gender) but it's like I get all uncomfortable, and put more into it if it's not one from my school... no it's probably more that I knew him so well back then, but it's been so long I feel like I have to get  to know him all over again before these things are okay again... Yeah I guess that's it.... yeah..  see? this is why I like LJ, when you write thoughts down, you're much more likely to get to an answer...

Well, if anyone feel they wasted their time on reading my little convesationlike thoughts with myself, I guess I'm sorry.. or something..
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