i wish i knew more beautiful songs i could sing to myself on my hikes.
HEY ASH!!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, GRRRRRRL?!
sing it!
this is what i've been doing to distract me from:
a) schoolwork
b) my lovely friends
c) food
d) livejournal!
I'll start from Tuesday. I got my hair straightened and cut! PURE JOY! gosh goy, i look like a boy! It's short and lovely, it takes 5 minutes to make pretty, so now when we go out i will only take like 30 minutes to prep.
wednesday i had a deadly chem quiz, but you don't care. after school was lit circle, and i enjoyed it extensively. when people are down-to-earth and pure fun, they really are. art class which was great as usual, despite sergio being silent and the squirril club. and then a friend of mine came over and we started making my room hotter. it's almost unrecognizable from when i moved here 1.5 years ago, but it's so hot. she's coming over for lunch, maybe this weekend, and we're going to make stuff!! yeah!
i had an intense therapy session with my mom, which consisted of me tellign her she sucks at being a mother and she doesn't know what emotional connections are. then I GOT A TUTOR for english and sats, which i'm taking this june. I GOT MY FIRST A ON AN ENGLISH ESSAY. THEN I GOT ANOTHER A AND THEN ANOTHER!!! oh gosh. he also helped me start my letter to the board of ed to convince them i am capable of graduating next year (after junior year).
friday i worked! it was great, i got a $20 tip and was payed for lost hours from jan-feb! then i went to a surprise party for laura, which was great. highlights include: walkign out of the alley after smoking some ciggarettes and my friend standing right there and asking "what were you doing in the alley?!?!?!?1?!??!/!", then immidiately smoking more ciggarettes after finding my lighter. craig stole a video cassette from retarted kids and we ate food. then sari drove me home and we listen to "through being cool" which was guiltily joyful. i came home and did my self portrait(s). OH WAIT! WE ALSO SUPERGLUED CARDS AROUND RIDGEWOOD BECAUSE WE ARE LAME KIDS WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
saturday i went to class. A NUN SAT IN FRONT OF ME ON THE TRAIN and i drew her looking out a window AND THE MAN DIDN'T COLLECT MY TICKET!!!! i haad time to grab coffee before class, and my friends there are amazing and yeah. we went to the park to finish the photo part of our project and i was FREEZING. i ran away to the diner and then bought a bag for $10 from a street vender. after barganing, he refused to lower the price from $20, so i left and when i came back with a $20 he was like wait i need to give you cchange. it was $10 and i had money for lunch. and shopping. i went to this awesome resturant and ate vegeterian chili and then the waiter was mean and convinced me to buy dessert and was teasing me with like 34988793458974358975348793487 grams of fatty food and COCONUT CAKE and HOT PINK W/ CHOCOLATE CUPCAKES. i bought a slice of chocolate cake to share with whoever i decided to spend the night with.
i missed my train, needless to say, because i am dumb. then i went to ikea with my dad! yes, that r00L3d. after i went to THE MALL, though i don't know why. and then ate, duh. yeah this past week was a bad eating week. i had a muffin EVERY SINGLE DAY and died every other minute.
SUNDAY WAS AMAZING.
i never get along with my mother, but finally decided to go HIKING at ramapo reservation with her. it was so beautiful, though cold. i go hiking frequently now, and if you ever want to come, call me. i want to have a picnic, maybe. or make out in the woods. gah. ok anyway. then i went to an intirior design show with her, then to dinner. then i went to a motherfucking jewish film festival- WHAT! hahaha it was so good and about the war in the middle east. i have so much to say about it, but i might hold back for another entry.
oh, also SUNDAY WAS A MOTHERFUCKING 24 HOUR FAST DAY, and i owned. ok. i'm allowed back in public even though i lost like 0.5 pounds. not even.
after school i went hiking again and then was 20 minutes late to therapy, where i came to an amazing conclusion about why a certain someone pisses me off like whoaaa.
i have a few papers to write, which shouldn't be too difficult. hmmm. i'll start now (aka in an hour)
i need to have a dance party, a picnic, buy a new old bike, take pictures of my hair, and, above all, see josh. i should also get my permit buuut i haven't passed the written test yet.
sing it!
this is what i've been doing to distract me from:
a) schoolwork
b) my lovely friends
c) food
d) livejournal!
I'll start from Tuesday. I got my hair straightened and cut! PURE JOY! gosh goy, i look like a boy! It's short and lovely, it takes 5 minutes to make pretty, so now when we go out i will only take like 30 minutes to prep.
wednesday i had a deadly chem quiz, but you don't care. after school was lit circle, and i enjoyed it extensively. when people are down-to-earth and pure fun, they really are. art class which was great as usual, despite sergio being silent and the squirril club. and then a friend of mine came over and we started making my room hotter. it's almost unrecognizable from when i moved here 1.5 years ago, but it's so hot. she's coming over for lunch, maybe this weekend, and we're going to make stuff!! yeah!
i had an intense therapy session with my mom, which consisted of me tellign her she sucks at being a mother and she doesn't know what emotional connections are. then I GOT A TUTOR for english and sats, which i'm taking this june. I GOT MY FIRST A ON AN ENGLISH ESSAY. THEN I GOT ANOTHER A AND THEN ANOTHER!!! oh gosh. he also helped me start my letter to the board of ed to convince them i am capable of graduating next year (after junior year).
friday i worked! it was great, i got a $20 tip and was payed for lost hours from jan-feb! then i went to a surprise party for laura, which was great. highlights include: walkign out of the alley after smoking some ciggarettes and my friend standing right there and asking "what were you doing in the alley?!?!?!?1?!??!/!", then immidiately smoking more ciggarettes after finding my lighter. craig stole a video cassette from retarted kids and we ate food. then sari drove me home and we listen to "through being cool" which was guiltily joyful. i came home and did my self portrait(s). OH WAIT! WE ALSO SUPERGLUED CARDS AROUND RIDGEWOOD BECAUSE WE ARE LAME KIDS WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
saturday i went to class. A NUN SAT IN FRONT OF ME ON THE TRAIN and i drew her looking out a window AND THE MAN DIDN'T COLLECT MY TICKET!!!! i haad time to grab coffee before class, and my friends there are amazing and yeah. we went to the park to finish the photo part of our project and i was FREEZING. i ran away to the diner and then bought a bag for $10 from a street vender. after barganing, he refused to lower the price from $20, so i left and when i came back with a $20 he was like wait i need to give you cchange. it was $10 and i had money for lunch. and shopping. i went to this awesome resturant and ate vegeterian chili and then the waiter was mean and convinced me to buy dessert and was teasing me with like 34988793458974358975348793487 grams of fatty food and COCONUT CAKE and HOT PINK W/ CHOCOLATE CUPCAKES. i bought a slice of chocolate cake to share with whoever i decided to spend the night with.
i missed my train, needless to say, because i am dumb. then i went to ikea with my dad! yes, that r00L3d. after i went to THE MALL, though i don't know why. and then ate, duh. yeah this past week was a bad eating week. i had a muffin EVERY SINGLE DAY and died every other minute.
SUNDAY WAS AMAZING.
i never get along with my mother, but finally decided to go HIKING at ramapo reservation with her. it was so beautiful, though cold. i go hiking frequently now, and if you ever want to come, call me. i want to have a picnic, maybe. or make out in the woods. gah. ok anyway. then i went to an intirior design show with her, then to dinner. then i went to a motherfucking jewish film festival- WHAT! hahaha it was so good and about the war in the middle east. i have so much to say about it, but i might hold back for another entry.
oh, also SUNDAY WAS A MOTHERFUCKING 24 HOUR FAST DAY, and i owned. ok. i'm allowed back in public even though i lost like 0.5 pounds. not even.
after school i went hiking again and then was 20 minutes late to therapy, where i came to an amazing conclusion about why a certain someone pisses me off like whoaaa.
i have a few papers to write, which shouldn't be too difficult. hmmm. i'll start now (aka in an hour)
i need to have a dance party, a picnic, buy a new old bike, take pictures of my hair, and, above all, see josh. i should also get my permit buuut i haven't passed the written test yet.