i know

[__brokenhearted]

....all i want is to be around her.. now that ive said something i can only wait and see where it goes..she feels the same...fuck what did i do right? ive never liked anyone like this never felt the need to be this choked up about something...i know im not one to say much but if i do i mean it and it is thought threw way to much...all this has been building up so much i couldnt deal so i had to do something so i did...maybe not the right way but i know now that saying some thing in any form was the right idea...i have a better feeling now...just knowing that somethings there...and im not going crazy..... this is going to hurt alot and i dont know ifi can chose my so called friends...who i think could careless...or a girl...my best friend... i hate this.. im willing to lose so much...

and i should call dan bowe...mark that down as a must...

who cares to read this anymore... i know i dont say anything meaning full or makes any sense...