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It's about time for a new journal. I think this one will mostly be just a friends only. I had a dream for the first time last night!! Haha it was a funny one too. It was about my cousin and Ernie. So, in my dream, Ernie called me and told me he was on a hill(??)lol and that he wanted to talk to me. So, I said okay and he walked over to my house on the hill and wouldn't talk! He had paper and a pencil and everything he wanted to say to me, he wrote. So, he said basically the same thing he says everytime we get into a conversation. I'm sorry. I told him I had to go somewhere and when I came back, he was making out with my cousin. Like hard core. They were standing up against the wall and I was like...hmmmhmmmcoughhmmmcoughCHOKEcoughhmmmhmmmHELLLLLOOO??! lol But they just kept on doing it so I left and when I came back I was talking to him and tellin him he was dumb and all this stuff...then I hit him. Punched him. lol but he couldn't feel it!! I know I pry couldn't hurt him but still...ya know? So, I was all freakin out cuz he couldn't feel me hit him and he was talking to me normal like I wasn't trying to HIT HIM! So, I got pissed cuz he couldn't feel it and I picked a shovel up and started hitting him really really hard but he STILL couldn't fucking feel it! haha ((Oh, and he was talking after he was done kissing my cousin.)) So, he was trying to have a conversation with me while I was hitting him and a;ldskfja;sdfj. I was sooo mad in my dream. I woke up this morning and laughed at how stupid it was. It was like nothing I was doing was getting to him. Pretty much how it really is...anything you say to the guy goes in one ear and out the other sometimes.
But anyway!! lol I went to work tonight at 6 and was supposed to get off at 9 but didn't end up getting out of there until 10. It was fun tho, I just bussed and hostessed(lol is that a word?). Easy money. I have been trying my darndest not to think bout Bub's but the entire wall at Cedrics is ARIZONA STATE SUN DEVILS. And when that is in front of you for 4 hours you kinda start to think about him. I love him.
Well, I'm gonna go add friends to my journal. Luvz
But anyway!! lol I went to work tonight at 6 and was supposed to get off at 9 but didn't end up getting out of there until 10. It was fun tho, I just bussed and hostessed(lol is that a word?). Easy money. I have been trying my darndest not to think bout Bub's but the entire wall at Cedrics is ARIZONA STATE SUN DEVILS. And when that is in front of you for 4 hours you kinda start to think about him. I love him.
Well, I'm gonna go add friends to my journal. Luvz