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No matter how hard I squeeze my phone in my hand, Alex still won't be calling me anytime soon. Why can't I just wish it to ring? Everytime the speakers on the computer spaz out, I stare at my phone, just hoping to hear my annoying ring and see "Alex Calling" on the screen. He's been at work since 7 this morning and on a normal day he would've been home by 4. But not since "Winter Rush" started. He probably won't be home until almost seven, like last night. And this time there won't be a hot meal waiting for him [thanks to his mom last night. But tonight his parents are going to Cle Elum for dinner with friends]. I hope he doesn't mind fast food, because that's what I'm wanting.
It's soooooo cold in the apartment. I took a hot bath just to warm up, so I won't get frostbite on my toes and fingers; the latter of which I can't feel anymore due to the numbing cold around the apartment. I want to turn the heat on, but I don't know if I should because we can't afford to have a high power bill again.
Well I should probably finish my Christmas list for my grandparents and get the mail. Anything to distract myself from the fact that I'm at home, alone, and Alex is still busy at work. I just wish he was here wrapping his arms around me. Even though I don't live in North Bend anymore and see him everyday as oppossed to just Wednesdays and Friday through Monday, I still miss him when he isn't around. I love him so much, I HATE STUPID LES SCHWAB FROM KEEPING MY BABY FROM ME!! Oh well, it will be worth it I guess when he has January//February off and when we'll be in Phoenix for a week during my big 2-1 birthday. I miss home so much.... blah. I need to quit being a baby; probably doesn't help that it's my time of the month. I HATE BEING A GIRL SOMETIMES!!
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It's soooooo cold in the apartment. I took a hot bath just to warm up, so I won't get frostbite on my toes and fingers; the latter of which I can't feel anymore due to the numbing cold around the apartment. I want to turn the heat on, but I don't know if I should because we can't afford to have a high power bill again.
Well I should probably finish my Christmas list for my grandparents and get the mail. Anything to distract myself from the fact that I'm at home, alone, and Alex is still busy at work. I just wish he was here wrapping his arms around me. Even though I don't live in North Bend anymore and see him everyday as oppossed to just Wednesdays and Friday through Monday, I still miss him when he isn't around. I love him so much, I HATE STUPID LES SCHWAB FROM KEEPING MY BABY FROM ME!! Oh well, it will be worth it I guess when he has January//February off and when we'll be in Phoenix for a week during my big 2-1 birthday. I miss home so much.... blah. I need to quit being a baby; probably doesn't help that it's my time of the month. I HATE BEING A GIRL SOMETIMES!!
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