LOTS OF VENTING TO DO..
okay i have a shit load of bitching to do :) first off i FEEL LIKE SHIT and it suckss! ugghh second. i hate guys. every single last one of them.. well that i've met so far.. cuz so far they are all assholes.. thats right all of them. yeah, we're bitches but not as bad as yall plus yall desearve to be bitched at.. anyways lemme start off with ***** ****** (first and last name) what an ass. i mean i'm supposed to mean so much to him and we're like buku close and he doesnt even call me to tell me happy birthday. thats not even the worst. he doesnt talk to me period. one day out of no where he decides hes just gunna stop talking to me.. i mean wtf then whenever i call him he doesnt answer then one day he does and is like "oh i dont have any reason not to call, i just haven't" and its been 2 MONTHS! WTF!? so yeah screw him.. no i take that back FUCK HIM.
next, Steven.. guess what. i didnt throw your shit in the hallway. not that you are going to read this but i thought maybe you should know. i didn't do it. i swear on everything i own i didnt. i was standing there while it was happeneing.. but i didnt do it. in fact, people have been wanting to that for a long time and i've been telling them not to and holding them back.. so just for the record i didnt do it. also, you could have at least told me happy birthday too. i mean you once loved me?
next.. ******* *********. idk......anymore.. i dont know. i guess hes not an asshole but idkk.. =/
well i dont feel like wasteing anymore time on guys.. so moving on :)
MY WEEKEND!
already told you about friday..
SATURDAY-MY BIRTHDAY =)!! well i didnt feel good all day. found out my g-paw was in the hospital AGAIN with a blood clot.. yeah happy birthday bridgette, your grandpas probable gunna die. thanks alot.. so yeah i slept all day and tried to pretend that it wasnt happening. woke up, and got nothing but the bitching from my parents.. they werent bitching at me.. just at everyone else.. and me a lil bit but not as much as usual.. idk it just bothers me when they are all crabby but i cant control it so w/e.. umm so yeah i was like I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE SOMEBODY PLEASE BRING ME TO RACHELSS! grr.. and my mom got mad.. blah blah blah.. oh well =) so yeah i went to rachels uncles where me, nikke, rachel, melodie, meggo, josh, silvio, glenn, & brittney all "chilled" well we were chilling.. then silvio went to his house and brought the goodies.. haha it was great.. until the next morning.. lol
umm sunday WOKE UP and was like UGHH and all tired and shit and all blah. nothing happened we went to subway that was alot of fun.. alot happened over the weekend i just dont remember there was so much.. it was fun i just really thought matt would be at my party but he wasnt so i was like :( but i still had fun.. ummmmmm.. so yeah.
today i didnt go to school once again. im probable gunna fail but oh well. see what happened was yesterday around 4 i got this huge headache.. at first i thought it was just a hangover but it got worse and worse and worse and worse so im like aw shit a migrain! well my parents had left to go see my g-paw so i took this imitrax shit.. its supposed to be for migrains well it ended up fucking me up. plus on top of that i took some busebars to calm my nerves and some other shit to help me sleep. so i was all fucked up and i went to sleep around 5.. i ended up waking up around 11 this morning and im like wtf why arent i at school. my mother says she tried waking me up several times but i dont remember any of this.. so now im jus chillin and wondering why the hell this entry so long.. i wonder if anyone is actually gunna read ALL OF THIS so random question.. if you actually read all of this. i dont care who you are, i just wanna know who actually reads my journal. leave a comment saying ANYTHING. i mean even if you dont know me.. i just am curious. even if i hate you, or you hate me.. i wanna know! lol
next, Steven.. guess what. i didnt throw your shit in the hallway. not that you are going to read this but i thought maybe you should know. i didn't do it. i swear on everything i own i didnt. i was standing there while it was happeneing.. but i didnt do it. in fact, people have been wanting to that for a long time and i've been telling them not to and holding them back.. so just for the record i didnt do it. also, you could have at least told me happy birthday too. i mean you once loved me?
next.. ******* *********. idk......anymore.. i dont know. i guess hes not an asshole but idkk.. =/
well i dont feel like wasteing anymore time on guys.. so moving on :)
MY WEEKEND!
already told you about friday..
SATURDAY-MY BIRTHDAY =)!! well i didnt feel good all day. found out my g-paw was in the hospital AGAIN with a blood clot.. yeah happy birthday bridgette, your grandpas probable gunna die. thanks alot.. so yeah i slept all day and tried to pretend that it wasnt happening. woke up, and got nothing but the bitching from my parents.. they werent bitching at me.. just at everyone else.. and me a lil bit but not as much as usual.. idk it just bothers me when they are all crabby but i cant control it so w/e.. umm so yeah i was like I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE SOMEBODY PLEASE BRING ME TO RACHELSS! grr.. and my mom got mad.. blah blah blah.. oh well =) so yeah i went to rachels uncles where me, nikke, rachel, melodie, meggo, josh, silvio, glenn, & brittney all "chilled" well we were chilling.. then silvio went to his house and brought the goodies.. haha it was great.. until the next morning.. lol
umm sunday WOKE UP and was like UGHH and all tired and shit and all blah. nothing happened we went to subway that was alot of fun.. alot happened over the weekend i just dont remember there was so much.. it was fun i just really thought matt would be at my party but he wasnt so i was like :( but i still had fun.. ummmmmm.. so yeah.
today i didnt go to school once again. im probable gunna fail but oh well. see what happened was yesterday around 4 i got this huge headache.. at first i thought it was just a hangover but it got worse and worse and worse and worse so im like aw shit a migrain! well my parents had left to go see my g-paw so i took this imitrax shit.. its supposed to be for migrains well it ended up fucking me up. plus on top of that i took some busebars to calm my nerves and some other shit to help me sleep. so i was all fucked up and i went to sleep around 5.. i ended up waking up around 11 this morning and im like wtf why arent i at school. my mother says she tried waking me up several times but i dont remember any of this.. so now im jus chillin and wondering why the hell this entry so long.. i wonder if anyone is actually gunna read ALL OF THIS so random question.. if you actually read all of this. i dont care who you are, i just wanna know who actually reads my journal. leave a comment saying ANYTHING. i mean even if you dont know me.. i just am curious. even if i hate you, or you hate me.. i wanna know! lol