searching for blood in the salty sea the sun beating down on the chest and back of me,looking for...

Jul 16, 2005 14:57

last night was an experiance...
i ate some fungus and changed alot of things
i went to my mailbox
there was a card from my grandpa who i havent really talked to that much since i was 7
and the last time i talked to him
he took me to my dads grave which he had moved like 5 years ago and no one told me about it
it upset me alot
but hes family
i walked around alot
i thought about my best friends
i talked to anthony and i am throughly confused about what is going on with him
it seems like hes just slipping away from are friendship
this isnt to call you out buddy
i love you i just want you to know that
i talked to ryan roy on the phone which i have done like everynight for the past week and it worked out really wel
your a great friend man and i think its sick about how we finish each others sentences on such deep matters
i went skate boarding and it was a religious experiance i just rolled around and did some power slides but i didnt fall once and the air going thourgh me was intense
i watched willy wonka the old one
when hes yelling at the end way way intense
i thought alot
brittany your a horrible person
and that thin skin streched over your frail bones is a waste of atoms
jessica dupnak thanks for never changing
even though they will never see this
i want to thank goose (pete) matt pat and andy for being sweet as fuck
heres to never breaking
i miss alot of you
includeing but not only dan nick cody jake jack ryan anthony and nick

"when im dead ill rest"
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