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why do i even try anymore.
im leaving chatsworth pretty much for sure, it's just a matter of time. once me and stephanie are gone all of the drama we carry along will leave as well. remember everyone, we are the "center of dramma."
thanks everyone. thanks for showing you care. don't comment telling me you do, because there are only two people that actually care. i've lost the person that means most to me, and there is no way of regaining the friendship that we once had. i've apoligized a million times and i don't need to anymore. whateverr. kthanksbye.
I can't explain the way im feeling,
The pain that is runnning threw my heart,
The emptiness left inside of me,
Is ripping me apart.
My body is lying on the floor,
My eyes are the brightest of red,
The bottle of pills are empty,
It shouldnt be long before im dead.
My body is feeling shaky,
As i gasp reaching for air,
I'm realizig my life is coming to an end,
It doesnt seem like anyone would care.
I was trying to get rid of the pain,
My fake smile was fading away,
Maybe if you would have accepted who i am,
I might have chose to stay.
I know you all think I've changed,
But im trying to let myself show,
And if you will not accept me for that,
Then maybe its time for me to go.
Im sick of trying to be someone I'm not,
Sick of trying ot be what u want to see,
Sick of playing games with my heart,
I just want to be the real me.
I guess i wont have time to find myself,
Because it's time for me to say good bye
Who thought "the girl who has everything"
would actually want to die.
i wrote that last year, but it applys more now that ever.
im leaving chatsworth pretty much for sure, it's just a matter of time. once me and stephanie are gone all of the drama we carry along will leave as well. remember everyone, we are the "center of dramma."
thanks everyone. thanks for showing you care. don't comment telling me you do, because there are only two people that actually care. i've lost the person that means most to me, and there is no way of regaining the friendship that we once had. i've apoligized a million times and i don't need to anymore. whateverr. kthanksbye.
I can't explain the way im feeling,
The pain that is runnning threw my heart,
The emptiness left inside of me,
Is ripping me apart.
My body is lying on the floor,
My eyes are the brightest of red,
The bottle of pills are empty,
It shouldnt be long before im dead.
My body is feeling shaky,
As i gasp reaching for air,
I'm realizig my life is coming to an end,
It doesnt seem like anyone would care.
I was trying to get rid of the pain,
My fake smile was fading away,
Maybe if you would have accepted who i am,
I might have chose to stay.
I know you all think I've changed,
But im trying to let myself show,
And if you will not accept me for that,
Then maybe its time for me to go.
Im sick of trying to be someone I'm not,
Sick of trying ot be what u want to see,
Sick of playing games with my heart,
I just want to be the real me.
I guess i wont have time to find myself,
Because it's time for me to say good bye
Who thought "the girl who has everything"
would actually want to die.
i wrote that last year, but it applys more now that ever.