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i used to know this person. we were so alike in so many ways... and we were so different too. i think it was good cause we balanced each other out. she was really my best friend. it didn't take long to form a friendship that i thought would be lifelong. after the school year was out, it was summer. we stayed so close. then school started again. she was still where we used to be and i was at a different stage in my life. i thought we could get through it together considering we had been through a lot, in my opinion. we started growing apart. it was sad... she was no longer my best friend, my shoulder to cry on, or my person to go to with problems. we went from doing everything together to not even being the same like we used to. after our "falling out" cause stuff did happen... we tried to start over. i wanted it to work so bad. and i think she did too but it just wasn't there. and now sometimes i feel like i'm missing something. that person that used to do everything with me. i know things will never be back to that point... and who can expect it to be? i just want her back in my life again. she'll probably never read this and it's okay if she doesn't but if god wants her in my life, she'll find it and see that i'm still here. i think i'm going to try to take that first step and reach out to her. i want her to know i miss her. i want her to know i still care. and i want her to know that she'll always be special to me. i miss those days and i wish i could have them all back. i would do anything to have that friendship back. i'm going to try but i feel like she might not want the friendship anymore. i'll still let her know though.. cause i really wish we could be friends again. :(
-L.
-L.