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wow. things have been on the positive side lately. i don't know exactly where the root of all these positive things is but it's not my place to question, i guess. i should just be thankful that things are the way they are. i actually finished off the summer school with an A and B. so my GPA is hopefully going to rocket back up and things will be good for me at school. another thing about school is that i'm getting enough financial aid to pay for the whole school year which means i won't have to worry about that for another year! that is so awesome and i'm so thankful for that!
second, work is back to normal. well, so far. i'm hoping that since it's the end of summer and it's back to school, the chaos will die down and things will be chill again like it used to be. especially since i'm starting school soon! oh and after my HUGE raise and work two more 40 hour weeks (i hope!) i'll be getting a good check. i'm talking like 880 dollar check! that will seriously keep me happy all semester. :)
next, well it's just overall everything. i've just been really happy. especially with brian and i. i don't mean to get all mushy or anything but i just can't help but to write about it. he just makes me so happy. we've been together for 3 years and a couple months and throughout that time we've definitely had our ups and downs. i remember our downs.... they weren't anything to brag about and still aren't buttttttttt thinking about those times and thinking we weren't going to make it through and seeing us now just shows me the love he has for me is so strong. i guess i used to be really insecure and i'm not now. and not like "oh, you're gonna take my man!" but more like, "does he love me the way i love him?" i guess i was afraid to really truly let my guard down and i have with him and it just feels so good. i just hope it lasts this way for a very long time and i won't be surprised if it does. i can't wait until the cruise next summer... it'll definitely be a treat. i have so much fun with him. i'm sure he'll read this and when he does, if he ever wonders if things will go bad anytime soon? no way. nothing will keep me from you and no one could ever changes those feelings. ever ever ever. i love you and only you and you're the one i want to spend my life with.
i hope everyone can be happy too. if not, you'll find it. i swear. it took me a long time but i'm there. :)
L.
second, work is back to normal. well, so far. i'm hoping that since it's the end of summer and it's back to school, the chaos will die down and things will be chill again like it used to be. especially since i'm starting school soon! oh and after my HUGE raise and work two more 40 hour weeks (i hope!) i'll be getting a good check. i'm talking like 880 dollar check! that will seriously keep me happy all semester. :)
next, well it's just overall everything. i've just been really happy. especially with brian and i. i don't mean to get all mushy or anything but i just can't help but to write about it. he just makes me so happy. we've been together for 3 years and a couple months and throughout that time we've definitely had our ups and downs. i remember our downs.... they weren't anything to brag about and still aren't buttttttttt thinking about those times and thinking we weren't going to make it through and seeing us now just shows me the love he has for me is so strong. i guess i used to be really insecure and i'm not now. and not like "oh, you're gonna take my man!" but more like, "does he love me the way i love him?" i guess i was afraid to really truly let my guard down and i have with him and it just feels so good. i just hope it lasts this way for a very long time and i won't be surprised if it does. i can't wait until the cruise next summer... it'll definitely be a treat. i have so much fun with him. i'm sure he'll read this and when he does, if he ever wonders if things will go bad anytime soon? no way. nothing will keep me from you and no one could ever changes those feelings. ever ever ever. i love you and only you and you're the one i want to spend my life with.
i hope everyone can be happy too. if not, you'll find it. i swear. it took me a long time but i'm there. :)
L.