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i'm caught in an alcohol induced stupor...
and i can't shake this feeling that i've wasted these past 4 years
on people that cared and didn't
on situations that hurt and helped
on empty nights spent in the arms of people
who ignored me the next morning.
I'm caught in defending lies that might be truth
i'm caught in boys that might have meant something
i'm caught in friendships that are withering with each day that catches closer to me leaving this town.
i cant remember the last time i was secure
in an alleyway watching shooting sateltites
with the only person who ever really got me.
and i miss her,
she's sitting on other people's trucks
sharing other people's stories
and i'd give the world to be sharing her same senioritis induced dreams.
maybe one day we'll live in the same city
and chain smoke the same brand of cigarettes
and have the same tales of late night indulgence
but until then i'll flash my stories of virginal unawareness
to the same buzzed teenagers
that don't really care.
love you all <3
and i can't shake this feeling that i've wasted these past 4 years
on people that cared and didn't
on situations that hurt and helped
on empty nights spent in the arms of people
who ignored me the next morning.
I'm caught in defending lies that might be truth
i'm caught in boys that might have meant something
i'm caught in friendships that are withering with each day that catches closer to me leaving this town.
i cant remember the last time i was secure
in an alleyway watching shooting sateltites
with the only person who ever really got me.
and i miss her,
she's sitting on other people's trucks
sharing other people's stories
and i'd give the world to be sharing her same senioritis induced dreams.
maybe one day we'll live in the same city
and chain smoke the same brand of cigarettes
and have the same tales of late night indulgence
but until then i'll flash my stories of virginal unawareness
to the same buzzed teenagers
that don't really care.
love you all <3