I'm gonna kick tommorow.
I promised myself when I was a little girl that i wouldn't turn into one of THOSE girls.
That constantly puts up with nonsence and bullshit just so they don't have to feel alone.
I'm sick of being this jaded pessemist who walks into situations aknowledgeing that I will leave them with atleast a few more scrapes and bruises to my name.
I just want to stop worrying about what ifs and whys and just enjoy myself,
but I can't because for me the end never justifies the means.
everyone wants to be loved,
but i'd settle for being liked.
the next time i get my heart trampled on I will probably cave in.
I just don't want to feel sub-par anymore.
it's 7:15 in the morning and i'm already being moody,
welcome to a new bright and shiny day,
or something to that effect.
That constantly puts up with nonsence and bullshit just so they don't have to feel alone.
I'm sick of being this jaded pessemist who walks into situations aknowledgeing that I will leave them with atleast a few more scrapes and bruises to my name.
I just want to stop worrying about what ifs and whys and just enjoy myself,
but I can't because for me the end never justifies the means.
everyone wants to be loved,
but i'd settle for being liked.
the next time i get my heart trampled on I will probably cave in.
I just don't want to feel sub-par anymore.
it's 7:15 in the morning and i'm already being moody,
welcome to a new bright and shiny day,
or something to that effect.