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well its been like a month sice ive wrote in this and im guessing its about time, when things start to be stresy then its a good idea to let it out so here it goes.
colleen wrote me a letter about her and kayla getting into a fight so if you ladies read this im not taking sides i lvoe both of you two very much..i jsut think kayla you went way to far with write i love b on your leg i mean thats really dumb and if you were cutting because you hated life or if you were sad and you had nothing else to turn to you would have maybe put help or cuts but not i love b that to me is pretty upsetting. and colleen jsut voiced her oppionon on something she felt and i felt was true.?
but anyway im done talking about that i need to talk about amanda .
i guess shes upset that we ae not friends its so weird we talked on the compjuter last night because courney wrote her a note and then we jsut talked ramdumbly for about a half and hour. and today she wrote a note to steph saying how sad she is that we are not friends im so confused i mean 3 weeks ago she was so on brittanys side and saying how desperate i am for friends but now she wants a friends is she desperate? or am i? but i really feel she is so fake like she admits shes change but changed to the point of no return yes, i feel like she is just like brittany findlay who is jsut ewwy and who would want to look up to her ! not me but i guess if amanda can then she will all she wants is to be popular. but if popular is trading in your friends for enimes who you think are your friends and changing everything about you to be someone your not that what good can come from it? well i feel sorry for amanda acting like this she really has to find her way back to herself and realize what a great eprson she was yes she pissed me off somethimes but i mean she was there for the most part bff and my life . brittany came between that to make my life a living hell and it is without her. amanda wants me to except the fack that she is brittanys friend but that is just like walking around with a knife in your back any way...how can i except that when brittany is jsut trying ti make things worse?
well ive got to go my longest entry yet yippie well i got an awful lo t oof my chest that i never realized lol
xo.<33
colleen wrote me a letter about her and kayla getting into a fight so if you ladies read this im not taking sides i lvoe both of you two very much..i jsut think kayla you went way to far with write i love b on your leg i mean thats really dumb and if you were cutting because you hated life or if you were sad and you had nothing else to turn to you would have maybe put help or cuts but not i love b that to me is pretty upsetting. and colleen jsut voiced her oppionon on something she felt and i felt was true.?
but anyway im done talking about that i need to talk about amanda .
i guess shes upset that we ae not friends its so weird we talked on the compjuter last night because courney wrote her a note and then we jsut talked ramdumbly for about a half and hour. and today she wrote a note to steph saying how sad she is that we are not friends im so confused i mean 3 weeks ago she was so on brittanys side and saying how desperate i am for friends but now she wants a friends is she desperate? or am i? but i really feel she is so fake like she admits shes change but changed to the point of no return yes, i feel like she is just like brittany findlay who is jsut ewwy and who would want to look up to her ! not me but i guess if amanda can then she will all she wants is to be popular. but if popular is trading in your friends for enimes who you think are your friends and changing everything about you to be someone your not that what good can come from it? well i feel sorry for amanda acting like this she really has to find her way back to herself and realize what a great eprson she was yes she pissed me off somethimes but i mean she was there for the most part bff and my life . brittany came between that to make my life a living hell and it is without her. amanda wants me to except the fack that she is brittanys friend but that is just like walking around with a knife in your back any way...how can i except that when brittany is jsut trying ti make things worse?
well ive got to go my longest entry yet yippie well i got an awful lo t oof my chest that i never realized lol
xo.<33