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yawn, im tired i jsut got um like 45 mins ago lol im glad yesterday is over it was so shitty getting into a fight with amanda over the one person i truly hate, brittany.. i cant believe i tried to be her friend again, i realize now shes just a really creul person if she wasnt she would have forgot whatever happend between me and her and rememberd all the fun we used to have beig best friends, its done now.. it makes me really sad though..
erg, my dads annaversery to his death is comming up, its starting to bug me i know its been like 4 years or something but its jsut not the same without him around chritmas. :( hmf im upset but i will try and think positive we are getting our tree yay! i love decorating xmas trees.. soooo its nice writing most not all of my shit out on here even though people can read it but what the hell .. its something to get my stress out on .. the last time i cut was on friday i slipped . i wasnt doing in for a long time but seeing brittany and amanda walking together coming home from school was my point where i toppled over , it was so reliving seeing the blood it calmed me right donw but after i felt like shit again and a failer for cutting :(
well i suppose thats enough writing for now
tata, xo.<33 kaylee
erg, my dads annaversery to his death is comming up, its starting to bug me i know its been like 4 years or something but its jsut not the same without him around chritmas. :( hmf im upset but i will try and think positive we are getting our tree yay! i love decorating xmas trees.. soooo its nice writing most not all of my shit out on here even though people can read it but what the hell .. its something to get my stress out on .. the last time i cut was on friday i slipped . i wasnt doing in for a long time but seeing brittany and amanda walking together coming home from school was my point where i toppled over , it was so reliving seeing the blood it calmed me right donw but after i felt like shit again and a failer for cutting :(
well i suppose thats enough writing for now
tata, xo.<33 kaylee