Aug 02, 2005 00:18
Wow, I just now relized how much I must have hurt Whitney. I'm really sorry. People do adore her, alot more then people adore me. I understand why though. Look at what I did to her. Now I have Emily Hardy, Emily Grimm, and Kim that probably hate me. I never relized what I do to people. It's just alot of people hurt me too. I shouldn't do it to other people that don't even deserve to be hurt. I'm truly sorry Whitney!! I really hope you can forgive me. You don't know what I would do if I found your body and know that its my fault that you're like that. I just really hate being hurt, and you have hurt me alot before too. I was just relizing how much hate I've held inside and I took it all out on you. I know I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry both Emily's Hannah, and Kim, and ESPECIALLY Whitney. Both Emily's and Whitney, you guys are the world to me. I don't know what I would do without you guys. Whitney look at what you've done for me. Think of where I'de be right now if it weren't for you. And you too Emily G. I have some of the best friends on the planet and I treat them like shit. Whitney, the next time I do something like that to you and say stuff like none of your friends like you, slap me. I'm your friend and you're one of my BEST friends, you have no clue how much I love you!! It's usually really hard for me to apologize to people. And Whitney you know what I went through in 3rd grade with Noah. I guess thats where most of my hatred comes from. I truly am sorry!! Please please please forgive me Whitney, and Emily G and Emily H and Kim!!!