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Well guys. Don't you just hate drama. I hate it so much. Im sick of drama, it likes to follow me. Everytime I have a good day, drama ruins it.
Friday I had the best day with Cat(<333!), I come home to find my dad asking me to go with him to pick my brother up because he crashed his truck into a ditch.
The same thing happened today. I had a good day while I was home. So then I called CJ cause I needed to get Hillarys x-mas gift. We never made it to the mall to get it. I come home and WILL messaged me saying how CJ called him and asked to get revenge on me. WTH IS THAT. How childish can you be? So me being the bitch I am. I called him. I blanked so much on him. I heard him crying, and I have no pity on him. All he is is worthless trash that could fall off the face of the earth, and no one would care. He wanted to kill himself when we broke up because he 'loved' me. BULLSHIT. He can kill himself now. If he wants to take a cowardly way out, let him. I don't wanna say that, but thats how im feeling right now. I know I shouldn't of said any of that and be the bigger man. But what would you do if you were in my shoes? I hate that I think like that but im not gonna lie to you guys. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I wanna fucking punch him so bad. I left him nasty voice mail messages cause I won't let it go til its out. When I was bitching at him, I let everything out. I told him how he made me missrable. I told him how he discusted me with his apperence. I told him he smells, and his car is a piece of shit. I told him how ugly he was. I told him how I used him for his car and money. I told him how I used to hate going places with him. I told him how much I hate everything he did. I told him I hated him.
And I felt good about saying all of those things.
SO why do I feel so bad?
Friday I had the best day with Cat(<333!), I come home to find my dad asking me to go with him to pick my brother up because he crashed his truck into a ditch.
The same thing happened today. I had a good day while I was home. So then I called CJ cause I needed to get Hillarys x-mas gift. We never made it to the mall to get it. I come home and WILL messaged me saying how CJ called him and asked to get revenge on me. WTH IS THAT. How childish can you be? So me being the bitch I am. I called him. I blanked so much on him. I heard him crying, and I have no pity on him. All he is is worthless trash that could fall off the face of the earth, and no one would care. He wanted to kill himself when we broke up because he 'loved' me. BULLSHIT. He can kill himself now. If he wants to take a cowardly way out, let him. I don't wanna say that, but thats how im feeling right now. I know I shouldn't of said any of that and be the bigger man. But what would you do if you were in my shoes? I hate that I think like that but im not gonna lie to you guys. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I wanna fucking punch him so bad. I left him nasty voice mail messages cause I won't let it go til its out. When I was bitching at him, I let everything out. I told him how he made me missrable. I told him how he discusted me with his apperence. I told him he smells, and his car is a piece of shit. I told him how ugly he was. I told him how I used him for his car and money. I told him how I used to hate going places with him. I told him how much I hate everything he did. I told him I hated him.
And I felt good about saying all of those things.
SO why do I feel so bad?