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I haven't been acting like myself lately. I don't know what I was thinking but obviously something was wrong with me. I never act this careless. The last couple of weeks I have been making really bad decisions and thinking that you were any different was a big mistake. I knew it was wrong all along But I just didn't go with my instincts. I lost someone I really care about and it wasn't even worth it in the end. No matter what happened in the end it would have never been worth it. I wish I could take it back because I regret it so much. i am totally disappointed in myself.