Nov 01, 2004 07:49
last night rocked. i completely decked out goth. went over to jenn's, she did my make up. and she was a fallen angel.
she used my spike/bondage choker to complete the look. and HOLY CRAP dood, i didn't think it was possible jenn could get any hotter, until last night. i was practically drooling. o-m-g.
i had a dog chain wrapped around my neck and we used the chains on my bondage pants and attached them to each other's neck and she walked me around. i was her "soul stealer" for the night.
we walked around her 'hood. there was this guy dressed up as sister mary, so i went to go grab him and Mr. Lynn Wayde attacked me. He used to be my rep at ITT Tech. That man is the coolest person alive.
newho, so we went back to her house, and got in my car, stopped by her work for a min, freaked some people out. then we stopped by vicki's work, freaked her out. then we went to my work and didn't freak anyone out. they expect this kind of stuff from me.
then went back to jenn's, dan picked her up and they went out to eat, i came home and crashed.
side note: i'm noticing something...the more i hang out with jenn, the more my love for her grows. i actually don't want to give her up to dan but i don't think i have a choice. i'm actually having to put my feelings aside so don't end up hurtting the friendship.
i want to express my love for her but i don't know how. so i guess until i figure it out i'll just have to keep pushing it to the side.
i've tried to accept the fact that i can't have her but that's easier to say than do.
i do know this tho, if dan does hurt her or does something stupid, his ass will be mine.
time to goto work. later peeps.