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I HATE FEELING THIS HAPPY BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S FAKE. I KNOW THAT I'M STILL NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT FROM SOMEONE, WHAT I THINK I DESERVE.
no, i take that back, i DON'T deserve it.
WHAT THE FUCK I NEED TO STOP BEING SO GODDAMN AFRAID OF SAYING THINGS ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
no, i take that back, i DON'T deserve it.
WHAT THE FUCK I NEED TO STOP BEING SO GODDAMN AFRAID OF SAYING THINGS ALL THE FUCKING TIME.