Aug 26, 2005 03:11
shit. The end of summer is fucking everything up. I haven't been getting much sleep and I'm constantly tired as fck. Lots of shit is just stressing me out. I'm unsure about way too much. 5 fucking days until school starts. It just came out of nowhere. My mom told me today and i completely forgot. Early mornings. I'll still cross the street to smoke butts in the morning. Why is everyone so distant lately? My whole body aches and i have a bruise on my head. I cut my toe too and i keep hitting it on things. I need to go school shopping soon. I was supposed to do summer reading but i thought i had more time so who cares. I should go to sleep but I'm awake now and it's 316 so i might as well stay up for a few more hours. My mom scheduled me to work friday saturday and fucking sunday. She didnt even ask me and she knew i had plans. I guess i don't care anymore though, it's money. I went to Lexington and now I'm back in Townsend. My mom said she might want to move but i couldnt do that and we'll never get around to it anyways. I'm redecorating my room. I cleaned it so good the other day. It took me a day but oh well. Now it's messy again though. I have to wake up at like before 9 tomorrow. That will fucking suck. When I call Joe some dumb chick answers the phone. I never even talk to him anymore.
but things like that happen.