WHORE.WHORE.WHORE.STUPIDFUCKINGSLUT!

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Everyone just wants to blow their load in me and then kick me out.
THAT is how I feel.
and it sucks but what can I do about it.
I mean, sex is fun but it isn't everything.
I WANT YOU TO ACTUALLY WANT ME.

fuck.

I fuck everything up.
So tell me, when does it get better?
When will friends actually want to listen?
I thought summer was going to be amazing but it isn't.
I'm sorry that my house is boring.
My mom is never happy with what I do.
She'd rather have me slice my wrists than be happy.

LATELY EVERYONE IS ALL
"LETS FUCK AND NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT IT"
Thanks for the sex now leave

It's getting worse.
And everything [everything] is falling apart.
I lost my fucking cell phone
even though it didn't really work anyways
but i guess it doesnt matter because the only new messages I get are people pranking me
and that's wicked fucking cool

I'm fat and I didn't lose weight over the summer
(and I wanted to lose weight)
I want to be pretty
and I want to run away
lets run away
I want to have fun again.

Nothing is worth doing
there's barely sense in moving
anymore