Bitch.
I feel like I've lost connection with everybody. I don't know why I feel this way but at this very moment I do. I'm not misunderstood. Afterall, I am what people think I am. First impressions and reputations are everything.
"You only care about yourself"
(words of wisdom from my drunken sister)
I feel as if I've wasted the day sitting around and being useless.
Tomorrow is the last day of school but I sort of don't want it to end. The sooner it ends, the sooner everything ends. We don't have enough time. Obligations and schedules will make us die alone. I will die alone. Right now I feel guilty that about the fact that I'm finally getting everything together. In the end I am only hurting myself so much more. Do you believe in fate? I've been checking my emails hoping for some communication from the outside world but I sit here all alone while Meghan yells things at me that she won't remember in the morning. I just realized that I have no talents.
I fail at everything that I do.
I want to fall asleep with you.
It's the only place I feel safe.
I refuse to close my eyes
In fear I'll wake up in some strange place
I'm a whore, a druggie, a psycho
I'm a bad influence.
"You only care about yourself"
(words of wisdom from my drunken sister)
I feel as if I've wasted the day sitting around and being useless.
Tomorrow is the last day of school but I sort of don't want it to end. The sooner it ends, the sooner everything ends. We don't have enough time. Obligations and schedules will make us die alone. I will die alone. Right now I feel guilty that about the fact that I'm finally getting everything together. In the end I am only hurting myself so much more. Do you believe in fate? I've been checking my emails hoping for some communication from the outside world but I sit here all alone while Meghan yells things at me that she won't remember in the morning. I just realized that I have no talents.
I fail at everything that I do.
I want to fall asleep with you.
It's the only place I feel safe.
I refuse to close my eyes
In fear I'll wake up in some strange place
I'm a whore, a druggie, a psycho
I'm a bad influence.