I feel like shit and I'm wicked fucking bored.
I feel so shitty today. I can't stop coughing violently and it sucks. You have no clue how much it sucks. Joe's car still isn't fixed so I didn't see him today. I didn't see Danielle today either, actually. I just sat at home and actually did my spanish final. I haven't had a cigerette all day and I need one really bad. Friday I had a wicked crappy day for lots of reasons. I was sobbing uncontrollably for most of the day and it just wasn't any fun. Joe knew I had a wicked shitty day so he paid his friend to drive him from fitchburg to townsend at 11ish at night just to see me and make me feel better. That was so sweet. So I was talking to him on the phone and he told me to go look out in the driveway and he was there and it made everything so much better. Then Saturday Joe and me hung out for like 5 hours and then he went home and I went to the mall later with Danielle. This weekend wasn't very fun. It's the worst weekend I've had in a long time. Joe needs to get his car fixed so that we can all hangout again because I'm so lonely right now. I have no money. If I had money then it wouldn't have sucked quite as much.
Damn it.
Damn it.