free eggs for you why are you complaining?
I'm pissed off. I am never pissed off. This is a big thing for me. Maybe I just want to say I'm pissed off for the hell of it. Most of my friends are seniors and they're leaving me. Joe was being a dick tonight. I had to get out of my house and get something REALLY IMPORTANT THAT I NEED TO BUY BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. Yeah. Well, Joe is out with other friends even though I really had to talk to him tonight. Thanks Joe. Thanks for that. I wish there was somewhere to go but I'm stuck in this small town. My cell phone hasn't rung once all day. To tell you the truth I feel pretty damn unpopular at this very minute. I'm usually not one to really give a shit about popularity but when it comes down to it I really do have to admit that I need more friends.
You know who I cant stand right now?
Matt Marshall.
He's been talking shit about me and I really am sick of people talking shit.
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hey where are you?
home. why? you hate me, remember?
you talk shit behind my back
what did i say?
that you say a bunch of stuff to me online and im wicked guillable and believe all of it and i dont really remember the rest
what?!
i never said that
are you sure?
i think you did say it, matt.
no way
yeah. ok.
seriously
ill prove it
come over right now
my moms not home
i thought you would throw eggs at me if i ever came near your house
that was also a part of what you said
haha
free eggs for you why are you complaining?
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Well, good point Matt. Eggs are a lot of fun. I could run around your yard and collect them then trot my way back home jolly and determined and bake a fucking cake once I got there. Loads of fun if you ask me. Maybe I should go visit matt and get my free eggs. It would be quite grand.
On another happier note, I cleaned out my bellybutton for 10 minutes today because the lint was really bugging me. Then my mom walked in my room while I was cleaning it and she had this huge talk with me about if I had seen her white sock. She wouldn't leave me alone. It got me kind of annoyed. Just a little.
My mom is expecting me to get good grades this term and damn, she is going to be pissed. I can't apply myself anymore. All I do is put things off and I wish that I could concentrate like I used to be able to. It just isn't part of who I am now. I don't have that much effort anymore.
See, what the hell am I even writing an entry about? Random stupid things that come to mind? I mean come on honestly who cares if I cleaned out my belly button and then got questioned about a sock? Exactly...Exactly.
I am so damn bored with life. I need something to live for.
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
Take me away and I'll be everything you need.
Goddamnit I want to be needed...