Long nights of two lost sisters

[__blowingxsmoke]

Looking back on stupid arguments
we ended up the same
I'm living your worst nightmare
but no one is to blame
I used to resent how everyone called me your name
I was never recognized as a real person
but only a younger outspoken version of Meg
smoking away future years
neither of us seem to consider the long run
so now that I'm here
admitting to all the suspision
how do you feel
knowing that we only have disaster
to determine if we lose our hearts in the end
or leave our conscience in a past life
clear-headed and in misery
you only sleep sound once you've had too much to drink
I can't tell you my secrets
or you'll repeat them when you're smashed
you can't trust me with your fears
I might take them too seriously
the younger half is out throwing kisses on undeserving lips
while you sit home sipping a life filled with tears
some night I'll whisper in your unconcious ears
All the things you deserve to hear
the things none of your asshole boyfriends could understand
so could you just listen
store my words with memories of when we still had dreams
A time when expectations hadn't been blown away
when will someone fall in love with both smiles and imperfections
or is it all just long nights and love songs from here