Eyes rimmed in black and barelegs exposed

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I realized that I haven't written a real entry in a while. So here we go. I'm not really sure of where I stand in life lately. It's all sort of confusing. I'm starting to really miss my brother. We text message eachother every once in a while but it isn't the same as having him here. Things have already changed and he will be coming back to a very unfamiliar home. It's just weird without him here, you know?

As much as I promise myself that I won't do some of the stupid things that I do, I always end up caving in. Do I give off the wrong impression? There are so many people in our school that think I am exactly what I try not to be. Not that I can clearly define that for all of you because I am quite unsure myself, but I know that it's starting to bother me.

I dont like this town.

I've brought all the rumors and stares onto myself and I know that.
I don't need you to tell me anymore.

far away from concerned eyes
alibis and arrangements
with glazed eyes
and whispered secrets
we will fall in love tonight
in your arms keep me hidden
and i'll be all yours
if you let me be