weird.
Spring is here.
im sure you all knew that
but damnit i feel so happy lately
I woke up today and i was feeling awesome
I actually GOT OUT OF BED, TOOK A SHOWER,
AND PUT ON MAKEUP!
its been so long since ive taken the time to care in the morning
i used to get up hours before the bus came and spend the whole time making sure i looked as good as i could
and for what?
i dont even know.
now im lucky if i wake up 5 minutes before i have to go
i just get up throw on random clothes and leave
but i think i kind of want to start taking care of how i look
school seems to be going by so much faster lately
and it doesn't suck as much as it used to
i actually really want to do well
and im going to try to
as bullshit as that sounds
im not going to school high anymore
afterschool/weekends etc..fuck yes
but good grades are wicked important to my mom and i want her to be proud of me. i need to do this for myself anyways.
i didnt really care before but now its different somehow.
im sure you all knew that
but damnit i feel so happy lately
I woke up today and i was feeling awesome
I actually GOT OUT OF BED, TOOK A SHOWER,
AND PUT ON MAKEUP!
its been so long since ive taken the time to care in the morning
i used to get up hours before the bus came and spend the whole time making sure i looked as good as i could
and for what?
i dont even know.
now im lucky if i wake up 5 minutes before i have to go
i just get up throw on random clothes and leave
but i think i kind of want to start taking care of how i look
school seems to be going by so much faster lately
and it doesn't suck as much as it used to
i actually really want to do well
and im going to try to
as bullshit as that sounds
im not going to school high anymore
afterschool/weekends etc..fuck yes
but good grades are wicked important to my mom and i want her to be proud of me. i need to do this for myself anyways.
i didnt really care before but now its different somehow.