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I'm embarrassed and ashamed of living.
I'm scared of my doctors appointment scheduled for this Friday.
An irrational fear, I think they're going to tell me that I have 2 weeks to live.
and, it will end up, that I will be alone for those two weeks.
And will die alone.
My hair has grown out, and I look like a shaggy dog again, as usual.
I slept too late today, so I feel awful.
Today was my one day off of both of my jobs, and it's being spent alone.
Thanks.
I'm scared of my doctors appointment scheduled for this Friday.
An irrational fear, I think they're going to tell me that I have 2 weeks to live.
and, it will end up, that I will be alone for those two weeks.
And will die alone.
My hair has grown out, and I look like a shaggy dog again, as usual.
I slept too late today, so I feel awful.
Today was my one day off of both of my jobs, and it's being spent alone.
Thanks.