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[__bitty__]

Sometimes I have these days where I not lose my faith in tha Lord but I loose faith in myself and it just seems so hard sometimes..and everything around me just turns upside down and I go blind and I feel so alone I dont have any1 I trust enuff w/ these thoughts and I dont kno where or wat to do w/ them...I feel so ashamed of myself I dont kno wat to do w/ these feelins...I pray and pray but I just dont kno wat it is maybe its just me and im makin it harder than wat it is I'm just so blind at this ther has never really been anything right in my life but my relationship w/ God is and I don't kno y im makin it so difficult wat is my problem?!...I'm so stupid I ruin everythang..! shew I'm out..
//Bitty