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Good gracious I haven't updated this thing in forever.
Quite sad, actually, because I really like Livejournal and the people on it.
This baby needs a facelift, though.
I don't have the energy to figure out the coding for LJ. It took me long enough to figure out Xanga's codes.
I don't think I personally know anyone that reads this, though, so it gives me a bit more room to vent.
I bitch a lot on Xanga, but I'm sure everyone there gets tired of reading it.
I'm just so upset with my boyfriend, Courtney, lately.
It seems like he just never calls me. I always said I'd never turn into one of those girlfriends that freaks when her boyfriend doesn't call, but sheesh. We'll go a week without talking because we don't go to the same school and he's always working in the evenings. I don't understand, though, why he can't call my before he goes to work. I used to call him everynight when he was working and leave a message on his cell phone because he told me he loved to listen to them before bed, but now his cell phone is messed up or getting fixed or something, and he's barely ever home.
I've called him before when he was home, though, and it's times like those where I don't understand what kept him from picking up the phone and calling to say "Hey, haven't talked to you in a week so I was just making sure you're alive and all."
I like this boy so much it's crazy, because in the beginning I really thought it wasn't going to last.
He's leaving to go to school next year because he's a senior this year, and to imagine it not working out is heartbreaking.
I really don't think I'm in love, not yet anyways, but what this is it's real and it's true and it hurts like hell sometimes.
But when I'm around him, it's so amazing because he's the kind of guy you read about.
We'll cuddle on the couch and he'll randomly kiss my forehead or play with my hair, and he always squeezes me and tells me that he never wants to let me go.
I don't know what to do, but I know I don't want to break up with him because, as much as he upsets me sometimes, I really don't think he means it and I like him so much.
=/ Help.
Quite sad, actually, because I really like Livejournal and the people on it.
This baby needs a facelift, though.
I don't have the energy to figure out the coding for LJ. It took me long enough to figure out Xanga's codes.
I don't think I personally know anyone that reads this, though, so it gives me a bit more room to vent.
I bitch a lot on Xanga, but I'm sure everyone there gets tired of reading it.
I'm just so upset with my boyfriend, Courtney, lately.
It seems like he just never calls me. I always said I'd never turn into one of those girlfriends that freaks when her boyfriend doesn't call, but sheesh. We'll go a week without talking because we don't go to the same school and he's always working in the evenings. I don't understand, though, why he can't call my before he goes to work. I used to call him everynight when he was working and leave a message on his cell phone because he told me he loved to listen to them before bed, but now his cell phone is messed up or getting fixed or something, and he's barely ever home.
I've called him before when he was home, though, and it's times like those where I don't understand what kept him from picking up the phone and calling to say "Hey, haven't talked to you in a week so I was just making sure you're alive and all."
I like this boy so much it's crazy, because in the beginning I really thought it wasn't going to last.
He's leaving to go to school next year because he's a senior this year, and to imagine it not working out is heartbreaking.
I really don't think I'm in love, not yet anyways, but what this is it's real and it's true and it hurts like hell sometimes.
But when I'm around him, it's so amazing because he's the kind of guy you read about.
We'll cuddle on the couch and he'll randomly kiss my forehead or play with my hair, and he always squeezes me and tells me that he never wants to let me go.
I don't know what to do, but I know I don't want to break up with him because, as much as he upsets me sometimes, I really don't think he means it and I like him so much.
=/ Help.